Hey guys I'm 20 years old and have been lifting on and off for 3 years. When I'm lifting I have a serious routine and diet. The only reason why I have to stop is because of injury.
I was taking hgh a few months back. That along with a dental guard my old orthodontist gave me caused tmj disorder. The orthodontist told me to bite into the guard to build up my jaw muscles. Anyway now I have an awful teeth grinding problem and headaches everyday
Despite all of this I have been working my ass off in the gym and am now 190 at 5'8. However recently I tweaked my neck and I am out of the gym again. I've been taking flexeril and naproxen so that I can sleep but I am already losing weight and muscle so now I look skinny fat.
I hate being so small and at my height I need to weightlift to feel normal. I was also working out to some good lifts. I had a 305 bench and 475 pound squat.
Thinking of going on roids when I get back just to make up on lost gains from taking the time off. What do you guys think?