Originally Posted by
Obspowerstroke
He doesn't have a chip on his shoulder everyone else said the same damn thing.
I have stared at this long and hard and made my decisions. The use of exogenous testosterone or any derivative of it can cause permanent endogenous natural production loss for the rest of your life amoung other sides.
This is why we try to beat it through the heads of newbies like you, that you better fully understand the consequences and be prepared to marry it. It's like blowing your load in a girl that may or may not be ovulating. Don't be suprised if you wind up with a kid, minivan, and a 30 year mortgage.
Wtf is safe?
I know AAS at the levels I take them are not safe.
I am me though. I would rather die younger than go back to being the mess I was. I actually enjoy my life now! I live this every day and honestly love my ever shortening lifespan.
Why the fuck would I want to live 100 years as the given up loser that wanted to take his own life and made excuses, failed and gave up?
I live this life full every day. I don't get sad any more because lifting and AAS were my honest to God perfect fit. I am a happy bastard! Knowing what I know now I could never stop. No way! Not for all the money in the world.
Is it safe? Fuck no. Hell, oxygen can poison you. Drinking too much water can kill you.
Anything can kill you and AAS isn't everyones "gotta have it". If you can live without it then do.
Jangles this is why i told you you can't dabble in it and expect "40lbs" or "just a few cycles" to be anything but temporary.
Tell me, when you put on that 40lbs and cease cycling, how are you gonna feel a year down the road when you are back to square one?
I will tell you since I have been there. You will feel useless and like half a man. You will always long to get big again, but wont be able to maintain it without
more AAS!
If a guy isnt addicted to the everloving name of the game getting bigger until he can't grow anymore, then they need to stay the fuck away from AAS because it is not "safe".
Christ! The shit I do to myself and have done to myself would not be worth it to anyone but a totally lost fucking meathead.
Somewhere there is a skinny fucker that is admiring his twenty lbs of gain that just wants twenty more lbs and then he will "call it good" but it doesnt work like that.
I said when I came back I was gonna get to 225 and hold it there with trt. Well, wadaya know here I am.
Guess I better not order that fucking 50 gallon drum of shit I am gonna be shooting in february!
Nope.
Hell with that. I am gonna saddle up my bench and ride that motherfucker from Missouri to muscle beach ,with needles hanging out my ass, and a big damn smile. Oooooh ooooooh hoooo I might die on the way! Don't you fuckers laugh!
I attended a funeral today and heard an old old song
Called "I did it my way" by Elvis Presley.
Damn good song (Rob Bailey needs to redo it)
"For what is a man, what has he got
If not himself, then he has not
To say the words he truly feels
And not the words he would reveal
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way"
Anyway, I was sitting there with my glucose gel in my pocket wondering if the slin(I am new) had peaked yet and that song came on and I got a big nasty smile on my face. Realized I was squeezing the hell outta my gf's hand. Not shitting you I nearly started rocking out to elvis because of the lyrics.
You are all gonna die and sooner than you think. Find your passion and hold the throttle to the floor.
If you get ran over by a car tomorrow at least you will have been happy and passionate.
Everything will kill you. Pick the thing you want most and cant live without. Its probably not AAS!
The more of this shit you take the less safe you are.
Anyway... Don't you see...
The point is... I look really really good naked.
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