ive seen all the docs and they just give me medicine i dont take. the antidepressants make me feel nothing and i get sexual dysfunction like a mofo on them. then they try and pump me full of benzos to calm me down or whatever. i wont take the benzos because i cant stop eating them once i start. i dont try talking to people about this sh it because people always think im joking. only the people closest to me know. its just that lately they've been noticing ive been acting different?