After 2 days of trying to get myself to stab my own ass with a one inch piece of steel I decided to do something else.

I studied up on quad injection and decided it would be better for me. I got it in after only about 30 mins of mental struggles to do it....and it was so damn easy....hardly felt shit....not even like a mosquito bite.

Instantly all the anxiety melted away and was replaced with excitement that I had succeeded and am on my way.

I can hardly wait 3.5 days to do it again knowing that I'm loading up....awesome feeling!