I Want to Compete

[Capebuffalo]

It is hard, it's what ruined me last year, and already wearing on me this year. I do all the cooking in our house, and the battle is the ensuing guilt trip I get when I've spent time cooking her dinner and then sit down with my chicken and rice or whatever. She tends to go on about how it makes her feel bad that I cooked a meal that I'm not eating, or how it makes her feel ( fat, gross, and so on) because of the difference in how I eat. I love more than anything, but for the moment it is the main reason I haven't been able to go all in. She already struggles with depression, and I don't want to do anything to make that worse.

Been there. Lived that.

[Capebuffalo]

Watching Generation Iron last night didn't help.

[Black]

Watching Generation Iron last night didn't help.

Did you get a chuckle at the irony of the scene with Branch Warren and the horse?

[Capebuffalo]

That horse did not want to carry the weight. I was at the show he guest posed at where he said he walked out in a thunderstorm and fell. He fell on purpose. He wasn't ready for the Arnold and needed an out.