I agree with the above^ I wouldn’t put pressure on myself to up the dose. In my case 0.3ml (60mg) enanthate pinned kind of weekly, every 4-5 days, worked with minimal sides. Even if it looks ridiculous to big dudes. Actually if you’re in the 75-85kg range you can get gains with just that.
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My first tren pin was a big mistake of 1ml (200mg) and couldn’t handle the sides, heart going crazy with the bpm, night sweats, pip, paranoia, job and injection anxiety, edgy in social contexts, LOL.
I’m writing this because anxiety problems are kind of a touchy subject to me, having had them before aas usage. I don’t think tren can cause panic attacks in itself, but rather bring them to surface if they were an underlying condition. Sleep deprivation is huge trigger as well. It may be amusing, but a way of managing that type of brain fog without medication is to write some notes to yourself, to keep the behaviour consistent:
• Reserve fear for events deserving of it (actually being threatened by someone, etc)
• Question your thoughts (don’t allow just any feelings influence your actions)
• Stay observant of your feelings and actions (you’re the observer, you don’t identify with the emotions)
• Give it a day’s time to reflect before you snap at someone (if your mind is cloudy and you are able to postpone a rash decision, choose to postpone it)
• Honor the commitments you’ve made to yourself (you do what you’ve set yourself to do, not what you want to do at the moment)
You’re better off analyzing your thoughts instead of pushing them away with benzo. It may feel like doing surgery on yourself, but it’s worth it. If you up the dose and get anxiety again, go punch that anxiety bare-handed.
There’s good to the psychological sides as well. I didn’t research it but I believe testosterone affects brain development, in that competitiveness and dominant social behavior are male characteristics and you’ll find them enhanced after cycling. It’s an amazing thing to happen, especially if people had a habit of crossing you before.
*also get yourself some better syringes than I did, insulin pins are the best if your dosages and bodyfat are low
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