***Cycles going wrong for the young***

[Mr.BB]

This needs an update

[marcus300]

First post update,

If anyone finds anymore please send me a pm

[Obs]

Heck I will do mine on here... Granted its a years old story but maybe it will reach someone.

I was 21.
I cycled about whatever I could afford at the time which was an average of 750mg wk of test cyp.
I had no way of sourcing syringes which were regulated in my state at the time, because some idiot
decided that druggies would be better off sharing and reusing the same pins I guess...

I bought 16 and 18 guage pins from feed/farm/vet supply stores. I reused them. Washed them in bleach! I was full retard into this.

Man I wanted it bad! I lifted from home and got up to 215 lbs. I cycled back to back for 6 months or so and did a joke of a pct. Hcg was still an up and coming thing and I had none.

I was in cloud 9! Started test prop... Brother got in a wreck. I got so busy trying to feed his kids (I was a kid) I stopped lifting and gear butt cold.

I started shrinking. I could not deal with it mentally.
I was living in a cheap motel because I couldn't bear for people to see me or make comments. I drank myself to sleep and sat in my room with a 7mm RUM in my mouth. I still dont know what kept me from squeezing the trigger. The gas pressure from that cannon would have ripped my head off without the bullet. The deprssion I was in made me do some very distasteful and bad things. I got down to the skinniest I have ever been as an adult.

I had so much inner turmoil I could not go on. The only thing that saved me was meeting my ex wife.

Now...
Backtrack two years.
I was 190 lbs and lifted all natty, I ran a lot, I had a Vee that only a teen can have, absolute perfect proprtion, 28" waist, huge barrel chest, felt like a million bucks, and was absolutely the most "fuckable" to the opposite sex I have ever been. I QUIT THOUGH !!!

Why!?

If I had spent those next two years on the path I was on I would have been just as big as I was after those cycles, but it would have been a mass that stayed forever, lean and natural!

I cant promise I would have gotten there in two years, I might not have made it quite that far, but who gives a shit! I was a freaking model man!
I decided to trade all that in for fatty watery gain, followed by severe depression and looking like a skeleton, with an incapability of social interaction.

I was on this very site getting shut down by guys for my plans and I remember thinking, "They just have little man syndrome and dont want anyone to be as big as them."

Well fuck me if they didnt predict my future!
I wasn't looking for an easy way out, I just wanted to be unnaturally large. Well I never came close in my early 20's. My little dumbass binge cost me 8 years before I cycled again and actually did something right because I was finally able to listen to critique and hear what I didn't want to hear without just doing it all my way.

Same board all these years later... Where would I be now if I had lifted natty and continued my path to 25?
I would be in the IFBB. I would be a freak and that is that.

All young people think they can make life altering decisions regarding their future. It's natural to feel that way. This is not a dig on your manhood, but you aren't ready.

Yes, you are old enough to go out and give your life for your country and be tried as an adult in the court of law. That doesn't mean you are capable of understanding what your life will be in 10 years. All it really means is that society expects you to conform to the basic rules of expected adulthood.

I am looking at the long haul with my goals finally.
I won't be near them until 40-45.
Now if you are young and thinking about cycling, be honest... you are thinking about pussy and next summer!

Very few have the intelligence to do things right. Maybe 1 in 100 are smart enough to actually get somewhere. The rest will remember AAS as a short dark period of their life and eventually move away from it or be doomed to trt for the rest of their days remaining average.

You do not want to be average. You want to walk the earth shaking the ground and making women piss in the floor at your very presence, so take heed to the advice! Be fucking smart!

I see kids all the time thinking "Oh I just want twenty lbs of mass then I will stop cycling and maintain."

Fucking show me one example of someone who accomplished this feat that could not have done so naturally in about the same amount of time. Once you remove the supplements that made you bigger quick... You start shrinking and no amount of diet or training will change that.

If you think its hard gaining naturally, try maintaining unnatural mass with bottomed out test after cycle. You cannot do it. If you can then you should have applied the same effort naturally and you would be ten steps ahead when it was finally time for your first cycle!

Get out there and hit the iron on a perfect diet.
Come back and thank me at 25 for telling you this.

[charger69]

Heck I will do mine on here... Granted its a years old story but maybe it will reach someone.

I was 21.
I cycled about whatever I could afford at the time which was an average of 750mg wk of test cyp.
I had no way of sourcing syringes which were regulated in my state at the time, because some idiot
decided that druggies would be better off sharing and reusing the same pins I guess...

I bought 16 and 18 guage pins from feed/farm/vet supply stores. I reused them. Washed them in bleach! I was full retard into this.

Man I wanted it bad! I lifted from home and got up to 215 lbs. I cycled back to back for 6 months or so and did a joke of a pct. Hcg was still an up and coming thing and I had none.

I was in cloud 9! Started test prop... Brother got in a wreck. I got so busy trying to feed his kids (I was a kid) I stopped lifting and gear butt cold.

I started shrinking. I could not deal with it mentally.
I was living in a cheap motel because I couldn't bear for people to see me or make comments. I drank myself to sleep and sat in my room with a 7mm RUM in my mouth. I still dont know what kept me from squeezing the trigger. The gas pressure from that cannon would have ripped my head off without the bullet. The deprssion I was in made me do some very distasteful and bad things. I got down to the skinniest I have ever been as an adult.

I had so much inner turmoil I could not go on. The only thing that saved me was meeting my ex wife.

Now...
Backtrack two years.
I was 190 lbs and lifted all natty, I ran a lot, I had a Vee that only a teen can have, absolute perfect proprtion, 28" waist, huge barrel chest, felt like a million bucks, and was absolutely the most "fuckable" to the opposite sex I have ever been. I QUIT THOUGH !!!

Why!?

If I had spent those next two years on the path I was on I would have been just as big as I was after those cycles, but it would have been a mass that stayed forever, lean and natural!

I cant promise I would have gotten there in two years, I might not have made it quite that far, but who gives a shit! I was a freaking model man!
I decided to trade all that in for fatty watery gain, followed by severe depression and looking like a skeleton, with an incapability of social interaction.

I was on this very site getting shut down by guys for my plans and I remember thinking, "They just have little man syndrome and dont want anyone to be as big as them."

Well fuck me if they didnt predict my future!
I wasn't looking for an easy way out, I just wanted to be unnaturally large. Well I never came close in my early 20's. My little dumbass binge cost me 8 years before I cycled again and actually did something right because I was finally able to listen to critique and hear what I didn't want to hear without just doing it all my way.

Same board all these years later... Where would I be now if I had lifted natty and continued my path to 25?
I would be in the IFBB. I would be a freak and that is that.

All young people think they can make life altering decisions regarding their future. It's natural to feel that way. This is not a dig on your manhood, but you aren't ready.

Yes, you are old enough to go out and give your life for your country and be tried as an adult in the court of law. That doesn't mean you are capable of understanding what your life will be in 10 years. All it really means is that society expects you to conform to the basic rules of expected adulthood.

I am looking at the long haul with my goals finally.
I won't be near them until 40-45.
Now if you are young and thinking about cycling, be honest... you are thinking about pussy and next summer!

Very few have the intelligence to do things right. Maybe 1 in 100 are smart enough to actually get somewhere. The rest will remember AAS as a short dark period of their life and eventually move away from it or be doomed to trt for the rest of their days remaining average.

You do not want to be average. You want to walk the earth shaking the ground and making women piss in the floor at your very presence, so take heed to the advice! Be fucking smart!

I see kids all the time thinking "Oh I just want twenty lbs of mass then I will stop cycling and maintain."

Fucking show me one example of someone who accomplished this feat that could not have done so naturally in about the same amount of time. Once you remove the supplements that made you bigger quick... You start shrinking and no amount of diet or training will change that.

If you think its hard gaining naturally, try maintaining unnatural mass with bottomed out test after cycle. You cannot do it. If you can then you should have applied the same effort naturally and you would be ten steps ahead when it was finally time for your first cycle!

Get out there and hit the iron on a perfect diet.
Come back and thank me at 25 for telling you this.

Must be the right side talking because it sounds like an angel. LOL


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[Obs]

Must be the right side talking because it sounds like an angel. LOL


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I drank a few shots of mig fuel because I couldn't sleep.

[Quester]

Great Post OBS!

[Obs]

Thx quester

[Windex]

I don't know how to say this without being a jerk but kbunyan is a candidate for this thread despite being over 25. He was impatient and didn't take anyone's advice before cycling. Since then, he has posted a thread every week, if not twice per week with problems - from diet, to general health, libido, underdosed AI, training.

Just goes to show poor planning yields poor results.