xX Silabolin' s HIT Castle Xx

[hammerheart]

Scrap this^

Too demotivated.

Next goal to look like sil

I know that feel. I'm getting more and more depressed from the Test.

We are all gonna look like sil I'd pass on the %bf though.

[hollowedzeus]

I know that feel. I'm getting more and more depressed from the Test.

We are all gonna look like sil I'd pass on the %bf though.

Aw well that's not good man. Do you occupy your time when your not busy? Maybe it will help alleviate your mood?

Nah I'd take it. I'm still a fat ass.

Hence, despite the turmoil I ended up going out for a nice jog and walk. Was very therapeutic

[hammerheart]

Aw well that's not good man. Do you occupy your time when your not busy? Maybe it will help alleviate your mood?

Nah I'd take it. I'm still a fat ass.

Hence, despite the turmoil I ended up going out for a nice jog and walk. Was very therapeutic

Going for a walk is always better than sitting idle, well done. I do usually more than 10km a day but since upping Test my activity levels declined.

Of course I always have to keep myself do something otherwise I go crazy.

It's not depression consisting of sadness and negative mood, rather general slow down and lethargy. I've actually been depressed in my teens and young adulthood so I know what I'm talking about. It's like you get your life energy drained out.

[hollowedzeus]

Going for a walk is always better than sitting idle, well done. I do usually more than 10km a day but since upping Test my activity levels declined.

Of course I always have to keep myself do something otherwise I go crazy.

It's not depression consisting of sadness and negative mood, rather general slow down and lethargy. I've actually been depressed in my teens and young adulthood so I know what I'm talking about. It's like you get your life energy drained out.

Yeah thanks it was a very nice night seemed a waste not to make the most of it. Cleared my head a little too.

I'm lucky enough to never have experienced this. It seems soul destroying knowing you want to do something but your mind is resisting you.

For me the thing I feel sometimes. Is every now and then I get a day where I feel like everyone is watching me. If i am out a walk I feel like the cars that pass have their eyes on me. I even find myself taking 5 minutes to get out of the car at the gym to make sure there is no one to see me getting out my car.

It's strange but I get that once every few weeks

[hammerheart]

Yeah thanks it was a very nice night seemed a waste not to make the most of it. Cleared my head a little too.

I'm lucky enough to never have experienced this. It seems soul destroying knowing you want to do something but your mind is resisting you.

For me the thing I feel sometimes. Is every now and then I get a day where I feel like everyone is watching me. If i am out a walk I feel like the cars that pass have their eyes on me. I even find myself taking 5 minutes to get out of the car at the gym to make sure there is no one to see me getting out my car.

It's strange but I get that once every few weeks

Oh, I used to have staring feeling back in my teens. Nowadays I'm the one staring at everyone. Even almost got into arguments because of the attitude.

It's a powerful tool of non-verbal communication, you can express confidence and dominance with it, but also shyness and submission, even inadvertently. Never escape from engaging eye contact unless circumstances dictate it (ie. way too dangerous ppl around).

[hollowedzeus]

Oh, I used to have staring feeling back in my teens. Nowadays I'm the one staring at everyone. Even almost got into arguments because of the attitude.

It's a powerful tool of non-verbal communication, you can express confidence and dominance with it, but also shyness and submission, even inadvertently. Never escape from engaging eye contact unless circumstances dictate it (ie. way too dangerous ppl around).

I like that I may well give that a shot. However I've always been a stay out of trouble and keep myself to myself in the background kind of person. I always put on a front if I need to do something extroverted. I used to be a part of a sales team that sold insurance and I also coach and teach in schools. My fake confidence can be phenomenal but I don't feel it inside

[Obs]

http://forums.steroid.com/anabolic-l...on-events.html Silabolin you are being summoned from the castle.

[Obs]

http://forums.steroid.com/anabolic-l...on-events.html Silabolin you are being summoned from the castle.

Bump...

[hammerheart]

http://forums.steroid.com/anabolic-l...on-events.html Silabolin you are being summoned from the castle.

I can take him at most improved. Looking at his old pics from the '90s he hasn't put any size since, only stocked more and more fat.

Train less eat more... yeah sure.

[Obs]

I can take him at most improved. Looking at his old pics from the '90s he hasn't put any size since, only stocked more and more fat.

Train less eat more... yeah sure.

I am gonna push this big viking until he does it. I want to see that horse cut down to 230-235lb. His potential is ridiculous if he will just do it and a comp would do it. He would be one of the best looking guys on the planet at 8% bodyfat and why stop there. He need to cut, prime, and hit a heavy cycle.

[hammerheart]

Joints got somewhat mobile. What's the deal.

[AR's King Silabolin]

Scrap this^

Too demotivated.

Next goal to look like sil

Hehe....train less, eat more. Underrated words of wisdome.

Actually logic. What will cut it more? Add 24 hours of more growing to your week or add 24 hour of more destruction.

[hollowedzeus]

Hehe....train less, eat more. Underrated words of wisdome.

Actually logic. What will cut it more? Add 24 hours of more growing to your week or add 24 hour of more destruction.

Depends how hard you train I suppose. Some people like to do weights 5 days at a moderate intensity.

I have a distinct lack of motivation at the gym right now because I can't get stronger and in getting pretty fed up of being on a deficit

[hollowedzeus]

Joints got somewhat mobile. What's the deal.

Have you tried glucosamine? That's supposed to be good for your joints?

[AR's King Silabolin]

Depends how hard you train I suppose. Some people like to do weights 5 days at a moderate intensity.

I have a distinct lack of motivation at the gym right now because I can't get stronger and in getting pretty fed up of being on a deficit

Convert to Pianaketo!

[hollowedzeus]

Convert to Pianaketo!

From the looks of it keto isn't good for me haha did you see my blood work?

[AR's King Silabolin]

From the looks of it keto isn't good for me haha did you see my blood work?

Yes, i think it looked good. Dont see why Mr. BB was upset.

[hollowedzeus]

Yes, i think it looked good. Dont see why Mr. BB was upset.

I've been prescribed vit d and test is abnormally low for age 18... was my interpretation of it

[hollowedzeus]

I've been prescribed vit d and test is abnormally low for age 18... was my interpretation of it

I done a bit of research after seeing these and it seems as though the test level that I have is average for someone at age 50

[AR's King Silabolin]

what was your test again?

[hollowedzeus]

what was your test again?

Total - 16.70nmol/l
Free - 286pmol/l

[AR's King Silabolin]

Total - 16.70nmol/l
Free - 286pmol/l

Thats not good. But. U feel ok or..

[hollowedzeus]

Thats not good. But. U feel ok or..

No sex drive
No Boners or morning wood
Can go weeks without a fap lol
However I'm not miserable or suffering

Funny thing is I've never touched any sort of anabolic.

I did try tribulus a good few months ago but discountiued after I felt no difference and read online it was worthless

[AR's King Silabolin]

No sex drive
No Boners or morning wood
Can go weeks without a fap lol
However I'm not miserable or suffering

Funny thing is I've never touched any sort of anabolic.

I did try tribulus a good few months ago but discountiued after I felt no difference and read online it was worthless

I really would like to hear kels solution to this. A 18 year old in his 400s. Never touched aas. I cant come up with something. Those natural test elevating foods/exercises solutions turn out to be crap. A dude on the internet studied this and did all fixes for months. Egg, squats, red meat..u name it......but final test showed no elevated total test.

But i guess kel thinks we are just thrashing in the Castle so he rarely visits.

I do remember one report saying there is no significant difference when it comes to anabolism in the gym for a guy in the 300s and in the 1000s.
But the guy in the 1000s will find it more easy to burn fat.

[hollowedzeus]

I really would like to hear kels solution to this. A 18 year old in his 400s. Never touched aas. I cant come up with something. Those natural test elevating foods/exercises solutions turn out to be crap. A dude on the internet studied this and did all fixes for months. Egg, squats, red meat..u name it......but final test showed no elevated total test.

But i guess kel thinks we are just thrashing in the Castle so he rarely visits.

I do remember one report saying there is no significant difference when it comes to anabolism in the gym for a guy in the 300s and in the 1000s.
But the guy in the 1000s will find it more easy to burn fat.

Thanks for your thoughts. I myself can only speculate. I may just have had a low reading but I had told my dad he was an ass and fucked my test a month or so before my blood work haha...

I had the most amount of muscle when I was 15/16 and have not put on any since then... so I don't know if I can put down to test my lack of muscle. Diet was not on point for a while and I have been on a deficit for nearly 8 months.

I will ride it out till my next blood test. I hope they aren't going to be bitches about getting my t checked again. Had to pin the nurse against the wall and tell her I was a mad man to get my t checked last time

[hammerheart]

I will ride it out till my next blood test. I hope they aren't going to be bitches about getting my t checked again. Had to pin the nurse against the wall and tell her I was a mad man to get my t checked last time

You need an infusion of Italian-ess. Next time, tell them you got diagnosed with a pituitary tumour and need constant follow up.

Maybe I already told you this?

[hollowedzeus]

Thanks for your thoughts. I myself can only speculate. I may just have had a low reading but I had told my dad he was an ass and fucked my test a month or so before my blood work haha...

I had the most amount of muscle when I was 15/16 and have not put on any since then... so I don't know if I can put down to test my lack of muscle. Diet was not on point for a while and I have been on a deficit for nearly 8 months.

I will ride it out till my next blood test. I hope they aren't going to be bitches about getting my t checked again. Had to pin the nurse against the wall and tell her I was a mad man to get my t checked last time

Ps not really^ I'm a super sweet guy x

[AR's King Silabolin]

Hm. Yeah ok...u just do the keto thing. I never tried keto. My body is not suited for it and i will never touch it.
But u just go on try. You are so young, find out for yourself what u like.

Im more of a riceman and when its time ill tell u anything u wanna know about growing with rice!

[hollowedzeus]

Hm. Yeah ok...u just do the keto thing. I never tried keto. My body is not suited for it and i will never touch it.
But u just go on try. You are so young, find out for yourself what u like.

Im more of a riceman and when its time ill tell u anything u wanna know about growing with rice!

I'm off for now. I feel like carbs male me fat however. I'm try 5 days low 1 day med carbs. What would you suggest for cutting with carbs?

[hammerheart]

I'm off for now. I feel like carbs male me fat however. I'm try 5 days low 1 day med carbs. What would you suggest for cutting with carbs?

Carbs will draw water into tissues. One gram can hold four grams water particles.

[hollowedzeus]

You need an infusion of Italian-ess. Next time, tell them you got diagnosed with a pituitary tumour and need constant follow up.

Maybe I already told you this?

I was aware of the 1:4 grams of water yes.

However isn't that kind of lying... heh

[hollowedzeus]

You need an infusion of Italian-ess. Next time, tell them you got diagnosed with a pituitary tumour and need constant follow up.

Maybe I already told you this?

I was aware of the 1:4 grams of water yes.

However isn't that kind of lying... heh. I don't even know if I have a problem still.

[Obs]

Silabolin your biggest issue is you are in love with your scale just like me. I dont want to cut down but I am gonna because by my next cycle I want my growth potential at max.
Set up your growth window and jump outta that bitch!

[AR's King Silabolin]

Silabolin your biggest issue is you are in love with your scale just like me. I dont want to cut down but I am gonna because by my next cycle I want my growth potential at max.
Set up your growth window and jump outta that bitch!

Actually ur 100% rigth. Because i look more..yoked...as they said in another thread, heavy.
I diett down last summer and in my uniform nonliftingguys at work asked why i have lost so much weigth. I didnt like that. Cause i looked superyoked in the gym with pump and tank. But that is only a few hours every week.

Only path is to be big and cut and then u need orals and tren and i dont mine those suckers anymore.

[Obs]

Actually ur 100% rigth. Because i look more..yoked...as they said in another thread, heavy.
I diett down last summer and in my uniform nonliftingguys at work asked why i have lost so much weigth. I didnt like that. Cause i looked superyoked in the gym with pump and tank. But that is only a few hours every week.

Only path is to be big and cut and then u need orals and tren and i dont mine those suckers anymore.

Use injectable winny and test prop. Do all the cutting you need. Tren is overrated.
You could cut with diet alone.
Compete viking. Win or lose dont sit off to the side and watch. Cut it up.

[AR's King Silabolin]

Use injectable winny and test prop. Do all the cutting you need. Tren is overrated.
You could cut with diet alone.
Compete viking. Win or lose dont sit off to the side and watch. Cut it up.

Marcus doesnt allow me to do more drugs until september because of Nebido:-(

[AR's King Silabolin]

My new Sons of Anarchy rings from China just arrived. Just one dollar for the two of them.

Pretty cool ha?

[hammerheart]

Ugh, lower back is sore.

My new Sons of Anarchy rings from China just arrived. Just one dollar for the two of them.

Pretty cool ha?

I'd fancy a rune pendant more.

[AR's King Silabolin]

I'd fancy a rune pendant more.

actually u got a point but i cant imagine they go for 1 dollar

[hollowedzeus]

Anyone tried? Seemed too good to pass up

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