Competition in March... not sure to keep bulking or cut now!

I'm 5'6'', 202lbs., around 10-11%bf... I'm just finishing up with a cycle of deca, cyp, prop. My last shot is 2morrow, then pct starts. I'm torn... Im not sure if I want to bump up around to 215 and cut down to 190. My goal would be to get to 215 by X-mas. I would start cutting after the first of the year. But recently I have been getting down on the way I look... thinking that I'm not big enough and what not... so I'm not sure if I wanna keep bulking. If I cut now... I'd go down to like 180 and slow gain up until 13 weeks out to the contest. I'm not sure what to do... any advice will be greatly appriciated.

Thanx all yall!