Steroids after heart attack
Hey guys, im 20 years old, been weight training for over 5 years and ate right, and trained hard. it was my passion. but to make a long story short, i took steroids for about 2 months, and i got a heart attack. my first cycle was pretty heavy, but i guess my faith in the guy who sold it to me nearly killed me. i thought he knew what he was selling me since he was a trainer at my gym. so anyways, i dont want stupid answers, or people bashing me. i just want serious answers.
im really disappointed in not atleast finishing one cycle of steroids and benefiting from the effects. the doctors said my heart will recover back to normal, as it was only a mild heart attack (angina). its been a month since i trained and i lost about 20 pounds, but i also stopped eating properly because i was discouraged of not being able to exercise, and i lost my gf lol.
anyways, my question is, once ive recovered, should i go back on steroids and just do a light cycle? im really tempted, but im also scared. but, its just so much of a confidence boost, i want to do it for abit. ive had a nice body all my life, i had low body fat and was about 190 ( 5 feet 11 inches). anyways, share me your opinions. whether it be positive or negative. thanks