Originally Posted by juicehoe
Well i just ****ed up something speical i was forming with this one girl and then 3 hours later i get a random phone call from my ex "to say hi", but really just turned into a blasting about me.
ok im 20 and my life consists of going to school, working, and working out. My work is my baby and i take pride in it. Its fun and i put a lot of effort and thought into it. Working out is the love of my life... without it id kill myself. Then theres school... well im just really doing it for the piece of paper (i already make more then any new college grad).
I hardly ever go out. I have one friend (whos also my business partner). The real friends moved. In a relationship I get very clingy due to the fact its so hard to find someone i get along with. Its almost impossible to find someone to date because im so picky. If i do find one ill just be a jealous ass hole (then they will leave). I get turned off very easy by other people. I spend most of my free time reading. I enjoy being with people 26+ due to the fact i can get along with them better. I like doing stupid **** that no one my age would ever do (IE take walks in parks, museums, etc). I hate the college party thing. Tried it... doesnt like me i dont like it. I hate to drink. Im really just a boring old person inside. No one close to my age understands me. I really dont know whats going to happen... the weights cant keep me warm forever. Im know as the nice happy guy whos got his head on stright... if they only knew. If they only knew...
oh yea and my dad is dying so i have to take care of the family and deal with him leaving me :(