Long distance hardly ever (never) works. I know what youre going through, Ive been there as well. Trust my hun, its not worth the aggravation. I remember nights thinking if she was cheating on me, wondering where she was, and blah blah blah. I will never go through anything like that ever again. Youre a strong woman Barb, and you will find someone that deserves you. I wish you luck (not like you need it). :)