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Originally Posted by
peteroy01
God Damn it, i hate this time of the year! i try all year long to throw just a little thin layer of dirt over my past and then its USMC bday then the next day is Vet day. and all of this brings it all right back. for the last 5yrs all ive thought about was 24inches. thats how far we were from each other. he had a wife and he died. why him and not me? all i got was a mangled wrist and he took a piece right through the heart. i was too worried about my arm to say bye. so every year, this time of year, people tell me thanx and all i can think is it should have been me. im sorry, im drinking and need to get this sh1t off my chest. is there anybody else that feels like this?