Live for the moment - A teenage Zeus' bodybuilding journey

[hollowedzeus]

Alright guys

Enjoyed my competition log so i figured i'd create a permanent one to dip in and out of.

Full natural (hopefully trt soon)
18 y/o
5ft11
189lbs
Probably 25% bodyfat

Chest session tonight, looking forward to it.
Diet is extremely on point. Starting to love living the lifestyle despite being on horrendus carv cycling atm.


Check in later

[songdog]

Looking good bro keep it up!

[AKD_FitChick]

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[Capebuffalo]

You're not 25%bf.

[hollowedzeus]

Thanks guys !

And cape, higher or lower do you reckon?

[hammerheart]

Your a young adult now not a teen anymore...

[hollowedzeus]

If only everyone thought that but yes you're right biz

[Capebuffalo]

Lower man. 18-20 ish.

[hollowedzeus]

Oh right lol, thanks. Wouldnt have put myself at that. I look and see a fat slob in the mirror sometimes

[hollowedzeus]

Workout was okay tonight. Was chest. Got a headache whenever i was pressing. Also v v low on energy due to my second day on a harsh deficit and 0 carbs.

Still managed 44kg dumbells for chest press so wasnt that bad. Head wasnt fully in it though.

Got 500kcal of cardio done straight after.

Diet - 500g chicken
440g tuna
Protein powder
Lots of broccoli
6 eggs
Peanut butter

[MuscleScience]

Get some Zeus!

[bullshark99]

Hey Brah, haven't followed ya so, Maybe this was covered but why? TRT soon???? Something not right? Awful young to pin every week for the next 50+ years?

[hammerheart]

Workout was okay tonight. Was chest. Got a headache whenever i was pressing. Also v v low on energy due to my second day on a harsh deficit and 0 carbs.

Still managed 44kg dumbells for chest press so wasnt that bad. Head wasnt fully in it though.

Got 500kcal of cardio done straight after.

Diet - 500g chicken
440g tuna
Protein powder
Lots of broccoli
6 eggs
Peanut butter

Something is not alright with those pics....

[Quester]

despite being on horrendus carv cycling atm.

So, I know that I don't know about carb cycling but I gotta ask.
What's ATM carb cycling? Is it like recycling...
No wonder you feel so shitty!

[hammerheart]

So, I know that I don't know about carb cycling but I gotta ask.
What's ATM carb cycling? Is it like recycling...
No wonder you feel so shitty!

Is that a joke?

[DHew]

Why do you hope to be on TRT soon?

[hollowedzeus]

Why do you hope to be on TRT soon?

Hey Brah, haven't followed ya so, Maybe this was covered but why? TRT soon???? Something not right? Awful young to pin every week for the next 50+ years?

Im about to turn 19 years old and i have thr test levels like im an elderly man or ive been abusing anabolics for the last couple of decades. Im not prepared to wait 5 or 6 years to see if they raise by 100ng/dl. Last two total t have came out at 277 and 340ng/dl and free t under the range also.

Very young for it obviously. No doubt lots of people will disagree.

[hollowedzeus]

So, I know that I don't know about carb cycling but I gotta ask.
What's ATM carb cycling? Is it like recycling...
No wonder you feel so shitty!

Lol im not sure what you think im doing or if youre kidding hah! Carb cycling is some days none/low/high carbs

[Back In Black]

So, I know that I don't know about carb cycling but I gotta ask.
What's ATM carb cycling? Is it like recycling...
No wonder you feel so shitty!

The ATM means ass to mouth, it's why he feels so shitty

[Obs]

Im about to turn 19 years old and i have thr test levels like im an elderly man or ive been abusing anabolics for the last couple of decades. Im not prepared to wait 5 or 6 years to see if they raise by 100ng/dl. Last two total t have came out at 277 and 340ng/dl and free t under the range also.

Very young for it obviously. No doubt lots of people will disagree.

It seems to me you have your dream, you are overly cautious healthwise, and you should be pumping out some decently high test numbers at this age.

I don't disagree at all. You wont magically start producing high test values later in life after all you have done to try to increase them at your age.
My advice is do it. Anyone who says different please explain and be prepared to look like a dumbass.
If there is a trt candidate, you are it.
If someone hasnt been following zeuses jouney, please inform yourself before posting.

[hollowedzeus]

Good arms session today despite running on fumes this morning. Absolutely no energy.
Strength isnt dipping too much which is nice. Going to run 3000kcal with 150-200c tomorrow.

Managed 15 mins cardio today. Exausted and my headphone ran out of charge. Raging

[kelkel]

The ATM means ass to mouth, it's why he feels so shitty

Was waiting for that. For once I did not pounce on it.

[hammerheart]

I don't disagree at all. You wont magically start producing high test values later in life after all you have done to try to increase them at your age.
My advice is do it. Anyone who says different please explain and be prepared to look like a dumbass.
If there is a trt candidate, you are it.
If someone hasnt been following zeuses jouney, please inform yourself before posting.

That's what I've been advising to him too as I don't want him to develop the same issues I did. He need exposure to androgens now that he's still growing not later.

[Back In Black]

Was waiting for that. For once I did not pounce on it.

Thanks for allowing me my annual funny

[hollowedzeus]

That's what I've been advising to him too as I don't want him to develop the same issues I did. He need exposure to androgens now that he's still growing not later.

Some might call you and obs my 'enablers'

[Myers]

That's what I've been advising to him too as I don't want him to develop the same issues I did. He need exposure to androgens now that he's still growing not later.

True, i started my TRT at 20, almost 21, glad i did that early , for instance my shoulders grew a ton, as far as work on the body i'm satisfied , although i still need to work on my mind, but i'm getting way better in social situations

Low T really fked up my head , if i remember correctly my total T lvls were 110ng/dl at 20, no wonder i ended up with shitloads of issues

Edit: even at that lvl i still had normal erections and no libido issues , just gyno and couldn't build any muscle at all

[hollowedzeus]

True, i started my TRT at 20, almost 21, glad i did that early , for instance my shoulders grew a ton, as far as work on the body i'm satisfied , although i still need to work on my mind, but i'm getting way better in social situations

Low T really fked up my head , if i remember correctly my total T lvls were 110ng/dl at 20, no wonder i ended up with shitloads of issues

Edit: even at that lvl i still had normal erections and no libido issues , just gyno and couldn't build any muscle at all

Im the the opposite of what you said there lol. However if i pinch a bit behind my right nipple its almost like a 'node' is the word that springs to mind to describe it. I dont think its gyno as ive noticed it for a couple of years. Perhaps just a weird bit of fat tissue.

Its like i can pinch it and feel it but i cant grab it

[hammerheart]

Edit: even at that lvl i still had normal erections and no libido issues

That's great, my levels were a tad above that at 24 and I could barely feel it between legs, the sort of anaesthesia sensation.

Still struggle nowadays in that area despite TRT.

[Myers]

That's great, my levels were a tad above that at 24 and I could barely feel it between legs, the sort of anaesthesia sensation.

Still struggle nowadays in that area despite TRT.

Since starting TRT i get raging hardons , if i don't beat it for 2-3 days(which happens if im in other city at friends house or on a roadtrip) erections start to hurt lol

[hollowedzeus]

Since starting TRT i get raging hardons , if i don't beat it for 2-3 days(which happens if im in other city at friends house or on a roadtrip) erections start to hurt lol

I can only dream...

[hammerheart]

Since starting TRT i get raging hardons , if i don't beat it for 2-3 days(which happens if im in other city at friends house or on a roadtrip) erections start to hurt lol

Yeah mines used to hurt a lot too back in the day lol I'll find my way soon or later.

[Quester]

Zeus,
Don't hesitate. Maybe get BW again, from a different place, to confirm. I suggest the BW because you did so well in our contest. However, I feel annoyed to know that you have to deal with this. I probably should have started TRT long ago. Your really a great guy, it bothers me to think about not just the personal happiness your missing out on but also, the experiences which help to mold you into your full potential. Not just issues relating to sports, cosmetics and sex but, on a much deeper level, your psyche. Get this sussed out and make a decision at a time appropriate for you (fuckin soon, please). You are one of the people in society that we need. As a social libertarian its hard for me to pressure you but, you have a gift in the way you relate to others. Fix this and become optimal. You make the world better as you are but, maybe you could have an even greater impact.
TEAM ZEUS!

[hollowedzeus]

Zeus,
Don't hesitate. Maybe get BW again, from a different place, to confirm. I suggest the BW because you did so well in our contest. However, I feel annoyed to know that you have to deal with this. I probably should have started TRT long ago. Your really a great guy, it bothers me to think about not just the personal happiness your missing out on but also, the experiences which help to mold you into your full potential. Not just issues relating to sports, cosmetics and sex but, on a much deeper level, your psyche. Get this sussed out and make a decision at a time appropriate for you (fuckin soon, please). You are one of the people in society that we need. As a social libertarian its hard for me to pressure you but, you have a gift in the way you relate to others. Fix this and become optimal. You make the world better as you are but, maybe you could have an even greater impact.
TEAM ZEUS!

I appreciate your kind words immensly. However i believe you overestimate my greatness

I will have a little look and see where else does blood work. So far ive had 2 nhs tests and 1 private. I think i might even get another at the clinic im going to.
You think i cheated in the comp?

I have something missing as i am. Not everyone can see it but some can. Aside from missing libido i have a supreme lack of authority ive noticed. I am a teacher in training and i dont feel i have thr oomph in my directions that i need (if you knoe what i mean).

Im glad you have such a high opinion of me, it is an extremly nice feeling to know this so i thank you

I absolutely believe t to be my issue. Parents use of steroids (apparantly unrelated but im not convinced). Lack of 'young man' feelings and attitude. Called low t levels before my first test.

I will absolutely take whatever trt that is offered to me. Even clomid should i be able to get nothing else.... despite me having months of supply at home that i ended up not using lol.

I have access to test at a moments notice its hard to resist.

Hope you are keeping well quester is good to chat to you again.

[hollowedzeus]

Happy with my progress so far. Going in the right direction. About 8lb down. Double chin is almost gone again.

Day of work rest and eating today

[hollowedzeus]

Sides have been pretty painful today for some reason.

Not really counting calories just eating the same protein with more carbs.

[calgarian]

Im about to turn 19 years old and i have thr test levels like im an elderly man or ive been abusing anabolics for the last couple of decades. Im not prepared to wait 5 or 6 years to see if they raise by 100ng/dl. Last two total t have came out at 277 and 340ng/dl and free t under the range also.

Very young for it obviously. No doubt lots of people will disagree.

does any body else have problem with him using before he turns 23? or at least thats what we used to preach.

[hammerheart]

does any body else have problem with him using before he turns 23? or at least thats what we used to preach.

The point being? Men don't need Test before turning 23?

[hollowedzeus]

does any body else have problem with him using before he turns 23? or at least thats what we used to preach.

I understand why its preached. However i will not have a substandard of living because some people disagree.

I accept any and all consequences that accompany this decision.
I am not using trt as an excuse to cycle as some others my age do.

Without giving myself a pat on the back, im a responsible and saftey conscious young man who would love to enjoy his life without a cloud hanging over me.

Is there a price to pay? Absolutely. Cash? Yes. Inconveinence? Yes. Some years off my life? Maybe.

Everything has a price, its just whether is worth it to you.

[Obs]

does any body else have problem with him using before he turns 23? or at least thats what we used to preach.

Being a punk running a cycle when your hormone levels are stellar is one thing.
When you have tried everything to raise your hormone levels, as zeus has and have failed, trt is no longer avoidable.
He can either feel like shit the rest of his life or do it. Bizarro and I do not condone trt to people under 23.
Zeus is an exceptional case.

[hollowedzeus]

Good morning all.

More carbs and legs this evening. Ew.

Back to feeling ill eating carbs... i love it.

What are you guys training today?