depressed from CYCLE # 2....
hey bros just finished my cycle about 3 weeks ago good gains...im just soo ****ing pissed off at the acne on my face i finished my nolvadex therapy today. I dont even like going out in public because of the side of my face is horrible at least i think it is(maybe im thinking thats its worse bc of the steroids i took) anyway usually in pct i brake out its been about a month since last shot and 5 weeks since last test cypionate shot. Anyway, ill be 21 next month and its going to be embarrassing when girls want to give me a kiss on my cheek and its going to look like a pizza. THing is i only have acne on my face never on my back, shoulders, or chest. I fucckkkkking hate it bros i was thinking of getting back on accutane(took it 4 years ago) i dont wanna go back to my derm all swole hell know i was taking steroids. thing is this **** is getting me sad like a lil bitch. people make fun of my face and girls think im cute but i dont have the confidence to ask them out, i really dont like it and there this one girl at work that likes me and i like her but dont have enough balls to ask her out bc of my acne filled face, heres what im doing now:
16grams of b5/day
1 chemical peel every 3 weeks just had one done so far
160 ounces of water each day
6 meals a day to maintain my weight
2 showers a day
help me out bros need your insights im dieing here LITERALLY i feel depressed