
Originally Posted by
Chimera44
I hate it how people here wont educate and they just tell young guys they are too young. IMO its like teaching abstenence in schools, it just causes more pregnancies and std's cus they are gonna do it anyways but no one will talk to them about it. I deffinately see a lot of myself in you so I really want to help. First off I have to say that the medical community seems to agree that 20-21 is the end of puberty and the age where hormonal maturity is reached. A lot of people on here say that the age is really 25 but I havnt seen any scientific evidence to ever support that yet so I have to say 21ish. Lol, also when ever I ask people to refrence legit info when they say its 25, no one does.
Deffinately wait till then, but in the mean time I would highly reccomend the books by William Llewellyn, they are called "anabolics" there are a bunch of editions, personally I have "Anabolics 2007" and "Anabolics 9th edition". IMO they are the best refrence books for gear hands down. It has all the drug profiles, what they are used for, common dosages, the history, chemicle structure, what they are stacked with and anything you could ever want to know. I would deffinately read those and absorb that first before you come to forums like these. These forums have lots of knowlegable guys dont get me wrong, but you want to have a scientific foundation for this sort of thing and not anecdotal. Once you understand the science better, then you can really grasp what is true and what is bs on these forums.
Honestly, the next 3 years are going to go by so fast it will feel like you were 18 like last week lol. I know that most pros started on the sauce when they were like 16-18, but trust me bro when you really understand it better, thats a really sketchy age to start. Also watch the movie "Bigger Stronger Faster", thats an awsome movie that I think everyone should see.
If you are absolutely dead set on starting a cycle in like the next month or so then please only do a testosterone cycle of like 400 mg of test. cyp. per week for maybe 8-10 weeks. And get a very good post cycle running. There is only one PCT that I know of that has been actually scientifically tested. There were 19 subjects who were given high doses of highly supressive testosterone for 12 weeks which lowered their natural test to 25% of starting levels. After this PCT the study reported that every subject's natural test recovered to 100% of starting levels. It looks like this...
Day 1-16: 2500 iu/every other day HCG
Day 1-30: 50 mg/twice daily Clomid
Day 1-45: 20 mg/day Nolvadex
A lot of guys on here would say that this is excessive and that you dont need that much, but IMO the PCT is the most important part of the cycle. The faster your body recovers, the more gains you keep and the fewer sides you have after the cycle. This is my PCT for whenever I run a cycle, and I havnt had any complaints. I totaly understand where you're at right now, I was the exact same way when I was your age, but you have to trust us that at 18 it just isnt a good idea. I waited till I was 21 to cycle, and you grow a ton in that 3 year period (mentally). You learn a ton and you learn tons about yourself and what you really want to achieve.
As for your unevenness, my left arm was a full inch smaller than my right for the longest time and it pissed me off to no end. Some ideas would be to always start one armed sets with your bad side (curls/shoulder raises etc.), you could also do extra sets only for your bad side at the beginning of your workout so you have the most energy to put into that side before you move on to working them both. Really really focus on that mental part of the contraction for your right side. Do more daily activities with your right side. Honestly it will take longer than 2 months to see results for this sort of thing, It may take another year before you feel like you start to look more even which sucks I know.
Back to the main point though lol. I hated getting talked down to when I was your age because more often than not I knew more than the older more "experianced" guys, but I just didnt have the muscle to show it yet. I have the feeling you're somewhat the same way, you sound like a really smart kid so I trust that you will weigh both the good and the bad sides of the issue and then come to your own conclusion, after all, the best we can really do here is to educate, leaving people in the dark is how we get the horror stories like "steroids made this kids kidneys shut down, and now his natural test will never recover either", and its like "hell ya that happend to him because he was using 1000 mg of test prop and 300 mg of anadrol 50....... per day!!". Its the lack of education that perpetuates stupid shit like that and makes the public hate steroids.
There is a right and a wrong way to do anything, and thats even more true for steroids (but im sure you have heard that before). Get a scientific base knowlege of this stuff first. Know how test and estrogen and progesterone work. The same with HCG and the HTPA axis etc. Learn about how the drugs act and the possible sides for them. Please dont use gear yet but if youre going to then at least follow my advice. This really is a major step, but none of us can stop you from using them if you have firmly decided too. Best of luck to you bro!!
Chimera