Someone help me out. I have quite a bit of experience with cycles, usually 500 test is my highest test dose though and never have any issues.
My most recent cycle is 750 test and 500 EQ. My mood and attitude is absolutely terrible.
I started this cycle March 1st, and March 25th is the first sign of mood changes.
To keep it simple, I met a girl in December that I fell in love with, she is amazing. Nothing she did ever made me upset. I never find interest in any girls but she is the one. March 25th I went away for the weekend with her family and I was miserable, didn't want to talk to anyone I just wanted to leave and be alone.
Since March 25th, everything she or anyone else does makes me mad, I have an amazing job that I have completely lost interest in, I think of every negative thing about it and it brings me down, and I'm ready to quit. I complain about everything now, I have something negative to say about everything or I don't appreciate anything.
I can't think of a person with a better "eff it attitude" I overcome things and don't let things bother me, but lately everything bugs me and things my girlfriend does make me jealous and never once before have I been jealous and to be honest there is nothing to be jealous about.
Could this be gear related? is it the increase in test or is it EQ? I don't know, I'm stuck, I've tried to wait it out but I'm either gonna lose my job or lose a good girl.