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12 Week test e cycle to fill out loose skin?
Hi guys,
I started my fitness journey three years ago at 247.8 lbs being 5 foot 10. I cut for roughly a year and a half and got down to 165. Since then I have been training power lifting and have been doing meets. I am currently 18 years old and 184 lbs, did not put this in the title since I figured I would not get as many replies since of my young age. I have loose skin from this drastic cut and it impacts my mental health as well as my confidence every single day. I am very self conscious about this because it ruins my physique, and fitness is something that I take very seriously and the fact that I look like I have a dad bod is very emotionally disturbing.I wake up everyday, weigh myself, then look in the mirror and I am disgusted with the fact that I look this flabby. I have been researching for a year on planning a cycle, if I decide on hopping on,it would be a 12 week 500 mg test e cylce followed with nolva 40/40/20/20 as PCT with pharma grade nolva and arimidex on hand if I need it. My plan is to bulk on this cycle to try to put on a lot of size to fill out this loose skin. I have baseline bloods done which I can post later upon request, everything is in check. My question is based on the pictures, do you think I will be capable of filling out this skin from this cycle? Any advice on what I should do would be greatly appreciated, also I personally think I just store fat weirdly although all of my friends think it is loose skin. So, please be brutally honest and call me a fat fuck if you think that is the case. I never plan on stopping powerlifting, it is something that is very important to me as well as my way to deal with the shit life throws at me.Thanks! Before commenting telling me I am stupid for wanting to enhance myself, my goals are not achievable naturally btw, at least give me your opinion on whether it is loose skin or fat.
Also, currently cutting but do not want to get that much leaner before figuring this situation out, I am thicc as I just finished prepping for my last meet.