Name your highest and lowest times of your life so far:
Highest: watching the birth of my children
Lowest: Break up from my last relationship (very traumatic was 2.5yrs ago)
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Name your highest and lowest times of your life so far:
Highest: watching the birth of my children
Lowest: Break up from my last relationship (very traumatic was 2.5yrs ago)
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Highest: Sourcing 5 years ago to pay my way through college...Ended up with way more money than expected. Rented a house for 3 years, paid 3 years of school. Had a blast. Got a great girl (still with her!) and did a few shows too.
Lowest: The last four months of my life up until a few days ago. I dropped 40 lbs over the last 4 months from stress from this, not training, little sleep, bad diet, and going completely off gear. Arrested for a minuscule amount of test and a syringe, both a D felony. Lost my job, because of the arrest. Was turned down from several more great job offers. Had to throw away about 2000ml of every kind of gear you could imagine and 10GH jintropin kits(My leftover personal stash)
..but now its getting all better. I'm going to stay off gear completely and eventually go into the OBF, and then hopefully WNBF. Now I'm taking out a student loan to finish school, I'm getting a second chance and getting a low misdemeanor charge instead of two felony charges. Still have my family, a great girl, and will have very little debt after I graduate. The lesson I learned is this: Don't source. Unless its short-term...and by short term I mean VERY VERY VERY short term, like 3 months is good. 6 months MAX. Don't do it out of greed. Do it because you need money to use for a family emergency, hospital bill, or like in my situation, to pay for your education. Also be as careful as possible with your personal stash as well. Even 1cc will count against you as a felony!!! Just because it comes in the mail, doesn't make it safe. Even if its sent to a friends, that doesn't make it safe....Instead of spending $1k for a risk for a cycle, spend $1k and buy raws and have them remailed domestically. You'll have enough gear to last you forever and will save a ton of money, and a ton of risk. Just me though. Above all use common sense and STAY SAFE!!!
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I'm young with no kids so I'd have to say
Highest: being financially stable and owning a house and a new car that I worked my ass off for after growing up as poor as they get.
Lowest: quitting my job to to back to school because my financially stable gf said she would pay the bills while I was in school since I did for her. Then after the first semester she cheats on me, we break up and I lose the house. Then several months later I lose the new car because the economy had gone to shit so I couldn't find a job in time to recover.... Aren't women great
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Goddddd that sucks!!! How's everything now though?Originally Posted by stack_it
Nothing to it, but to do it
Honestly I feel like I'm still recovering financially from that. I have a good job and all but my credit was destroyed so it's gonna take some time to get that back. Good thing is I can still get a nice car since I sell cars lol....
We had been together for 6 yrs when she did that to me btw.
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fvck them all
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highest- getting an offer letter from a potential employer starting me at 50k a year with raises every year and funding for school- I was pumped!!
Lowest- well one of the lowest- being told i was no longer wanted for the job because of an arbitary policy that was not known to me. That sucked
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Highest still to come ..i feel great but everyday just gets better although i would say summer 2010 was by far the greatest summer
Lowest: having a hit on me
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Highest: Meeting my girl
Lowest : losing my girl
that simple really hehe.
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that is how simple it sometime is
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what do you mean you have a hit on you?
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Just like that ... ******* dollars on my head
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Highest-everyday out does the last one and I mean that. I am truly grateful that I am alive everyday more than I was the day before
Lowest-tough to put my finger on it really, but surely one of them has to be a long stretch in isolation, called ad seg, during my 9 1/2 years in prison. Or maybe being on the losing end of a riot where we werent doing so well (it was 7 white guys against 40 +/- black guys), laying there after having gotten knocked out and waking up being kicked by several guys with steel toed boots, pepper gas choking the shit out of me, and my hand cut up from the large glass shard I tied to it with a t shirt so I wouldnt drop it while I was swinging it at the opponents. My throat was sliced in that one. I didnt think I was going to make it at the time but I would wind up just fine.
Yeah today is a good day!
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id say your lowest takes the thread
Suspended or Banned either way gone!
I don't remember my highest time because I was so high
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Lowest: getting cancer
Highest: cured from cancer
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Not so friend, this guy has the cake now. I cannot imagine having a life threatening disease to wake up to everyday. Bro glad you overcame it!
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Highest - When I bought my house and got married.....
Lowest - I'm living it. I took a new job that didn't have health insurance benefits because my wife was working in a hospital. I had her add me to her benefits. My wife is currently a pain killer addict, she got fired, failed rehab..... My job is paying for 2 cars, car insurance, electric/heat, cable, a mortgage, homeowners insurance, gas, groceries, and soon health insurance. Everyday with my wife gets harder and harder and i'm not sure how much longer it's going to last.....
*Edit* She doesn't support me working out..... and she must think i'm dumb because she tells me she's off painkillers and I keep finding empty script bottles.....
~Haz~
Last edited by Hazard; 10-30-2009 at 05:40 PM.
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Congrats....
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Damn. Hope things start looking up for u haz. They have to get better eventually just hang in there and keep your head up.
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I hate quitting..... and it's really hard for me to leave her..... even durring these times but honestly..... i feel like shes working overtime trying to get me to divorce her. Hate to say it but I think i'd be happer without her...... we'll see how it unfolds.....
~Haz~
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Brother Haz, listen man life is a game of inches. And sometimes we give an inch and they take a mile, you know that saying right? Ok so why do I mention it? It is about setting new boundaries and letting them know that there are some inches we take back. We can refer to it as resistance. You can overcome it together and still love each other and be together. So let's turn it in to your biggest victory. I can walk you through some reliable tactics for reestablishing some of those boundaries if you are ever interested hit me up on PM.
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Thanks man - i appreciate it. I've tried..... we had an intervention style meeting and I told her this was the 3rd and last time I was going to go through this with her. I told her she either completes a rehab program or Im done. She needed to show me some effort.....
I found ut she went to 2 classes and quit..... I've given her so many opportunities and she f*cks them all up...... idunno.... i don't wanna soak this thread with my crap LMAO
thanks man!
~Haz~
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Bro I've riddled the lounge with my court case. You are fine with this thread! lol we're all here for you boss!
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highest- right now after eatin a bowl of icecream
lowest- when my ex fiance left me coz he just didnt want 2 wait for me anymore.
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Highest: Day I got married and the birth of my two daughters
Lowest: About 4 weeks ago getting sick and having to spend two weeks in the hospital after having emergency surgery to remove a portion of my colon. Almost dying because of the infection and losing 40 pounds while in the hospital.
Last edited by Mikata; 10-30-2009 at 07:07 PM.
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Last edited by canadian meat; 11-01-2009 at 05:31 PM.
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Sorry to hear about all that bro, I've been there, my high school sweet heart was honestly one of the prettiest girls in the school, cheer leader, soccer team, you just wanted to show her off. Very caring, she'd glow when she saw me, just simply excited that I was around.
We dated for 5 years, we lived together for the last 3. I was always overly ambitious, and I carried most the weight, which I did not mind, I made more money than her. I did very well over those years, I purchased investment properties, I owned 5 houses by the time I was 24, started a company that I still own/operate today and do well with it.
About the 5 year mark, she developed a pretty sever and destructive drinking problem. She was never really a drinker, but when she started, it was bad. Lots of bad things happend from the drinking and eventually, I was in your boat. I felt I had to take care of her, what would she do with out me? The drinking/drugs made her depressed, so she would drink more to cope. She went to a councilor, but that's only as good as the effort you are willing to apply.
When people get addicted, they are not the same people, You probably feel like I did. That you had a responsibility to take care of that person, and in turn, we become enablers.
These relationships are HARD to end, because you are not just dealing with your heart break, you are dealing with that person's demise, and falling. But it's out of our control. You can't make her quit pills, you can't give her an ultimatum, she might be able to quit for a little, but it's ALWAYS going to be on the back of your mind...and worse, on the back of hers.
You seem like a really good guy, and because I've been there, I really hope you can get past it. You have to let people fall though, they sink...or they swim, you can't do it for them and you don't have to stand next to the pool to watch.
If I'm assuming correctly, you 2 have no children? If that's true, you have something to be thankful for!
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Highest - When the doctors saved my dauhter during delivery. Her heart stopped and she was bleedin through the head. They rushed the wife into the OR. There was not a doctor on call... because it was a holiday. So the baby was delievered through a c-section. The baby also got revived. It was an interm that saved her. When I saw them bring the baby out of the OR, she was screaming. As soon as I took her in my arms she stopped screamin and went to sleep. I never felt happier- ever
Lowest - Watching my Father's house burn down. He had a few people after him. We were coming home from church, and the neighbors said that somebody threw molotov cocktails through the window. My dad opened the door and ran inside to get his dog. As he came out, he was burnt bad. I ran for a water hose and he started throwing sand all over. There were bystanders, and nobody called the fire dept. Just watching my dad in tears, putting every ounce of his strength to save the house was terrible. What makes it worse, he built the house with his own hands. The fire department showed up about 45 minutes later. The cops went inside to investigate. They found weed, test and orals. He went to jail the next day. After that I had to go live with my mom in a different city. To make it worse.... I never saw him for the next 5 years. He was in the prison that was a 2 minute walk from my house. I never knew
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Highest- On cycle
Lowest- Off cycle
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lowest- going to jail. gettin out out jail and then going back to jail 27 days later.
highest- no clue. ive had good/great times. but nothing that stands out
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you know i got nothing but brotherly love for you bro!!
next weekend we are gonna tear up some shit in jersey!!
its on!
ill at least get you out and get your mind off this bull for a night. a looooong night of chaos!!!!
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Sh!T Haz,thats your escape bro, you need to keep that up!
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High Point: when the women I loved said she would marry me. Always dreamed of being a good husband and father like my father.
Low Point: When I found out the hard way after five years together that she wasnt the one I should marry at this point in life.
New future High Point: Deutschland in a year, Ja!
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highest. everyday i see my wife smile at me .
lowest . trying to commint suisde but wakening up. trying to live with depression is a ****er
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Highest:birth of all my children and getting married
lowest:being a ass when i was younger and doing jail time
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There are some great post's in here, have you noticed alot of the lowest times are lossing what made the highest times so good.
keep em comming/
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OMFG you could write a film, sounds harsh
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Well done congrats
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This is my life all summed up, i dont even know what would be the worst and what would be the best.
REPEAT.
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