How many times can or will you ask,"why"?(subconionaly or not) I wonder how I will fell tomorrow. If the bed will embrace me or spit me out. Regardless how I awake mood wise. Why am I always worrying and stressing. Why do I assume that the fact that expressing having emotions aren't in my control. Why dont I get a break. Why don't we all get a break. Why I have certain thoughts. Why do I become my own Nemisis? Why is life controlled by choice? But, those choices are not controlled. (To ...