Erectile Dysfunction - need advise please
Hey Guys
i need a good advise and i am do upset as i dont know what to do. Now i am completly lost.
few years ago i was a healthy man, sex was a pleasure and libido was high. Then 2 years ago i realized that i had the erectile dysfunction. i went to a doctor and he took it really lightly and reaised the possibility that this may be the mental issue. He gave me some Viagra and i took half of the tabet (50 mg) as advised and it worked, made me the happiest person in the world. But after 1 month i failed to have sex again with the viagra even (i wasn't using the pill every day, probobly twice a week). Then my doctor increased the dose to 100mg, worked but just for 3 more weeks then again same problem. Doctor gave me cialis, worked but only for 2 months, then he gave me levetra which worked for 1 moth then my stupid penis was down. I was going nuts, i was sad, i took my penis in my hand and screamed at it. The doctor also did my bloodwork at the start and said all was good. When these pills stopped working I requested him to please refer me to a specialist as i may have low test levels (i am not a doctor but i knew it was my test levels or estrongen level causing the issue), he denied and gave me prescriptions of all three pills with 5 tries each and adviced me to mix them up in a way that when one stops working start taking the other one. well it was a hell but i made a schdule and noted down takes for each pill and when they stop working, next 9, 10 months were like hell, i had no energy, my body Shape gone bad, well the whole year passed like success and failure in sex with these pills, mixing pills etc than 3 months ago it just stopped. Everything, nothing was working, even i didnt have sex for a month to increase my libido but even after a month there was still no sex, i was down.. Got desperate and took double viagra dose 200mg (nothing happened, not even a raising heartbeat).
I went back to doctor and heard that he is retired now so they put me to another doctor, he seems to be a little bit open minded but yeah wait for it. He gave me same prescription and i insisted that these pills are not working and i am not going to buy expensive pills when they are not working also my erectile dysfuction ED is getting wrose then he adviced blood test. After few days i got a call from hospital telling me that the doctor has seen the Results and everything is normal and advised to continue using prescribed tablets. well i said ok. Then after 2 weeks i recieved tests results at home address and it was written on it (in bold) "please check with your GP as your test results are not normal". i called the hospital again and they booked my appointment with the doctor again. I requested doctor that my ED is going worse please help me. Doctor said ok he can give me some testosterones just to check if it works and only for testing purposes. He said if this works then he will talk to an expert to see why it works. Now here is a tricky part, he gave me 250mg dose every 4 weeks. I tried to start conversation about the dose and off course some HCG and AI but he interupted and said no this one injection is just for testing. I said ok assuming that an argument here may piss him off and he might say "no trt" where TRT is my last hope now.
Ok so i got 250mg one injection, there is another funny part, the nurse injected the oil in my body and took the needle out so quick which caused big amout of oil just came out, so i believe i actually got 180mg or 200mg of total testosterone in my body, well i said no worries lets move on, This injection stopped my natural production (well doctor didnt tell me but i knew that so i wasnt surprised).
Week 1: no libido, no sex intrest, good mood (hopeful and happy)
Week 2: no libido, no sex intrest (mood down, desperate)
Week 3: libido comes and goes, little libido for 5 mins then no libido at all , little intrest in sex (mood down, bit angry, worried)
Week 4: I am horney (more then i have been ever before) and have some energy to go to gym in afternoon (before i had no energy and i was dead) i know it takes 6 weeks but not sure how i got energy in 4 weeks. i havent tried sex yet so dont know how eould that be.
i believe that in some men it takes about 6 weeks for test to kick-in properly although i am worried that on this low dose it wont make any difference. The recomended dose should be 100 to 120 every week and should not be 250mg every 4 weeks.
below are my test results taken in January.
ANDROGENS (serum)
Testosterone (10.0 - 25.0) nmol/L : 16.1
SHBG (10 to 50) nmol/L: 22
Calculated free testo. (225 - 725) pmol/L : 395
FAI (20.0 - 160.0): 73.2
test levels look ok.
just in case if you guys think its a mental issue, its not. at the start i didnt even care if i was going down, i started to think about it when this started to happen more often. i also tried callgirls to test if i have any kinda performance anxity but did not perform even with callgirls.
The other thing is i can reach the erection but i cant keep it more then 10 to 15 secs even though i am still horney extremely horney sometimes but my penis goes down after 10 to 15 secs. The only time it stays up for longer is when i am on top of the girl, but still only for 60 to 80 secs at the max. Then it will go down even i am still horney.
During masterbation, almost the same case when i touch myself my penis goes up for little longer, approximatly 80 secs while i m touch myself it goes down even i am extremly horney and leaves me rubbing a soft penis. if i keep rubbing the soft penis then its on my luck, sometimes it goes up again for 30 secs i suppose and mostly i use that time to cum before it goes soft and leaves me horney again.
hope this explains everything, my questions are the following
1. Do i have Low Test levels please reconfirm
2. Should i ask my doctor to fix my trt does from 250 E4W to 100 EW
3. Should i stop taking the trt as its not low test etc
4. what should i tell my doctor?
and guys please be positive, other people scaring the sh it out of me telling me that i should not hsve got trt injection and my natural production will never restore now.
please help my life is fcked up and my relationship will be fcked up soon if this keeps hsppening.
kibd regards