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Why is it that sometimes I feel great and other times I feel like ass? (BW included)
Edit- update posted below
I'm 32, 6'3, 215-220ish, around 15% BF, I workout almost everyday (gym 2-3x a week and I run around 25-30 miles per week). I've been on TRT for 6 years now.
So, this is something I've struggled with for the last few years and I can't seem to get it figured out. My main issue with TRT is sometimes I feel amazing, and that feeling will last for either days or sometimes a few weeks (euphoria, rock hard bones, great sex drive, morning wood for hours, etc) and then literally a couple of hours after I take a shot, everything changes, sex drive plummets, no morning wood the next day, anxiety creeps up, when I do have sex my erections are soft even on 5mg of cialis. There's no pattern or anything to it. I can do everything the exact same for a few weeks and feel awesome then one day after an injection BOOM, hit with all of the issues I described and there's no way of knowing when it will be.
Over the years I've had my protocol all over the place, for awhile I was doing 160mg of test with 1000iu of hcg in one shot and doing .5mg of adex 2x a week. Then I went 180mg of test with no hcg and .5 MG of adex 1x a week, then I lowered it down to 120mg of test and 300iu of hcg and no AI. My most recent blood work (taken on injection day but before my injection) was the 120mg of test with the 300iu of hcg, I was feeling good for a few weeks then my boners went away and I took .33 MG of adex thinking my e2 got high but then I couldn't get hard to save my life, massive anxiety, BP shot through the roof, etc etc.
I switched over to doing 60 MG of test m-t and 300 iu of hcg mwf and no AI a couple of weeks ago and that is my current protocol and I was feeling great (literally woke up yesterday with a raging boner and ready to bang a hole in the wall, took my shot yesterday and woke up today feeling like a kitten).
Does anyone have any idea WTF is going on? Why am I so all over the place with my sex drive and energy levels? Anyone have any suggestions on what I can try to just feel "pretty good" 90% of the time? I love when I feel like superman but I'd trade feeling "good" consistently over these swings any day of the week
Its something I've been struggling with for years and I've posted about it on the forum before and I can't seem to get it locked down