Hey guys, I've done 3 cycles in my entire life and am on one right now being a pretty big one actually, 1.2 grams test enth and 600mg tren enth per week. My first and second cycles were pretty moderate, simply 500 mg test per week for both with the addition of 300 mg deca for the second cycle. I remember the feeling I got when I went on it. My weight shot up no matter what I ate and it seemed like that when I ate a lot (even though they were bulking drugs) the weight I gained was all lean mass. Not to say that I was lean by any means, but I could tell that I wasn't gaining any more fat. Not to mention the sex drive I had was through the roof, I was sweating pretty horribly and the acne I also got was at least noticeable, but not neccessarily bad. But on my third cycle, which I thought was pretty nice of prop, tren and eq, nothing much really happened. I cut cals WAY too low, and shut my thyroid down pretty hard. I came off the cycle and started eating maintenance cals and had a big weight (fat) rebound. On that cycle, I didn't experience sweats, acne, nothing really. No real muscle gain or results to speak of either but that could be attributed to my poor diet.
So here I am 7 weeks into this cycle of tren and test enth at big doses. I shot up 15 pounds (mainly water so i look soft) in the first 4 weeks and since then have started eating a somewhat "bulking" diet worht of CLEAN calories. I'm talking spotlessly clean, far more so than my first two bulk cycles which consisted of milk as a staple for protein sometimes (sugar). This one is all brown rice, post workout dextrose, lean protein, almonds/peanut butter, and oatmeal by the barrel full. The thing is, I can't even tell I'm on roids, the weight I gain seems to be a mix of fat and muscle, exactly like how it would be when I am natty. I don't have really any acne. I don't sweat nearly as bad as my first two cycles. I do cardio 5 times per week and still put on lots of fat with my muscle. It seems like, even with these higgggh doses for me, I am not noticing any changes (even in terms of side effects). I understand that I shouldn't expect the same results as my first cycle, but shouldn't I at LEAST get the same amount of sides with this high of a dose??? What's going on with me? Why don't I respond?