Ok, heres the deal. Im a college baseball player who has had two surgeries, TJ and Labrium. I ran a Deca/ Enth cycle last year and loved it! Gained 25 lbs and never had any pain from my bionic arm. However, I got caught and booted of my team and out of DI. Now that the juice has abated, my arm is feeling the effects. I wanted to run another cycle, but would have to keep it low key. The Deca was great for my arm (collegen sythnesis, etc.) but my gain in size drew red flags. If i did another cycle, I couldnt gain as much weight. I don't want to get big like before, I just want some strength and the pain to go away. I was thinking Anavar, any suggestions for a situation like mine?