This is my 1st post here....go easy on me as I'm not sure if this has been asked before or not.

I've been using steroids on and off for nearly 6 years now. I've increased my size from when i started(23yrs old)from 185lbs to 245lbs today. I'm tired of the weight I am at now--combination of fat and muscle. I'm seriously considering starting a cycle of HGH strictly for losing weight and getting ripped. I'm not looking to get huge by any means. I want to get lean and back to a weight of around 200-205lbs. What would you guys guys suggest is the right amount of IU's per day to acheive this? Also, should I take anything else with it? I'm kind of freaked out by taking insulin and if I read correctly, it would only be for those whom are taking high amounts of GH. Any help would be greatly appreciated.