I want to try for my 5th cycle, kickstart with prop, then test enth, eq and var. I pretty much just want strength and lean mass, maybe drop some body fat by doing more cardio, i dont know. Will my calories be maintance or bulking add 500? I dont want to bloat and I really dont want fat. Alot people say eq is weak, but I want to try it who knows maybe its good for me.