tough Decesion

[Ds1]

alright so let me give you small synopsis about what happened to me...
i have been lifting for 4 years, i also wrestling during the season(its over now) i am 18 years old 5'9 and weigh 170...alot of the kids around me have started with gear and i am in no comparison small next to them but i saw their gains n figured i would try a cycle

after some research i had seen then 500test e cycle..and the 500test e 400deca and 25dbol cycle... i decided that i would take 250test e a week along with 200deca and 20dbol
but that wasn't the case in a turn of event my dbol poofed(i dont want to go into it) so i was in the process of getting more when i was told to take 50mg tren ace ---so what happened is i didn't stick to my original plan n decided to get the tren ace

now i have test e deca and tren ace... should i run 250 test e a week with 200deca a week and 50 mg of tren eod??? or am i setting myself up for a fate that would hit me harder then anything i have experienced in my life..if i shouldn't what do you suggest

i have been told if side effects happen they will and there is little to do about them...i know a deca tren shouldn't be run by a novice but i was considering it