
Originally Posted by
Serotonin
What pushed me over the edge and out of faith was nothing more than taking calc, organic chemistry, and human physiology in college.
After you start to get a full understanding of how things truly work based off of mathematical laws, and the natural behavior of atoms... the tumblers just fall into place in your brain. You realize how imperfect life and how mistakes happen all the time. You can see how life can form because its the behavior of molecules that gently "push" themselves to be something else over billions and billions of years. What I think hinders most people in understanding evolution is the time span involved. You hear religious people talking of heaven as if its going to be a great retirement but how many of those people have actually sat down and contemplated eternity? Personally, I don't want to be around for eternity... my lifetime seems long and its only been 25 years so far so understanding what 2 billion years can do for evolution takes quite a lot of thought and eternity?... well what could possibly be so great that it would keep you sublime for eternity? Seems to me you'd have to be under a spell for that to be true in which case the free will you had to fight with for your physical life, and also what makes all of religion valid to some point, is thrown out the window. Just never added up to me once I learned more.
edit* after rereading my post I just wanted to add that I started to look at heaven and how its advertised, but it didn't make sense because first, I knew a LOT of atheists to start with or people who, based off Christianities rules, would be going to hell. These were dear cousins and even a brother so I wondered how happy I could really be if I were in heaven and I knew they were in what I was told hell would be like. I'm certain that type of thing would weigh on me for eternity and quite frankly that makes me hate God for setting up this bullshit test with these bullshit rules. What could ANY person do in such a short human lifetime that would warrant eternal suffering like that? Even a person who knew of God and lived a good life but just didn't accept him? Seems like a creator that is omniscient and eternal wouldn't have the petty needs of a jealous human, and I'm not afraid to say it but in today's world it is quite easy to surpass that type of mentality as a human, so surely it isn't the mentality of a God. I've seen believers use this argument far too many times, the threat of hell. All that does in my mind, is reflect very poorly on them and shows a great deal of ignorance and lack of better judgment since something so incredibly disgusting could be construed as a means of convincing someone. James Keenan from TOOL said it best... "There is no love in fear."