looking to bail

[uninformed1]

any advice for a dumbass? while waiting for the rest of my gear,I started my cycle, stupid!, that was 6 weeks ago, now, source which promised me test c and pct has bailed, now for the really bad news! 350 to 400 mgs/wk of deca, Ineed test bad, waiting for new source to get gear,who knows how long that will be, I did some research, but honestly most of it was done after cycle started, now I'm worried , nuts are shrinking,sex drive down, anyways I'm looking to bail on this cycle , I thought I was commited to this but I was wrong, whats the best way to go about this , please help! I know I dont deserve it for being so stupid, but I am desperate! I started this after a recent shoulder surgery,was getting depressed about the recovery process ,and literally without looking for gear I found a source who made some suggestions and hear I am , I am 37 married /2 kids, and everytime I look in mirror all I can say is WHAT THE F#@% AM I DOING should I ramp down on the dosage for a week or two and still get some test and nolva and caber, would I need hcg too , would test boosters help if I stopped right now , I know I'm reaching here, but I've got nothing , ?????????????

[neverenuff21]

Quit shooting them and start PCT immediately. So hard?

[uninformed1]

best pct ?

[neverenuff21]

You been on Deca only? Am I correct?

[Roidal]

Abort cycle, start pct, the End.

[millionairemurph]

if you can find pct, then you can continue cycle if you dont mind extra fatigue and loss of libido. Not running test wont hurt you or make recovery any harder, thats a myth.

[sphincter]

if you can find pct, then you can continue cycle if you dont mind extra fatigue and loss of libido. Not running test wont hurt you or make recovery any harder, thats a myth.

order your pct chems online I think AR-R carries what you'll need and as stated by Mr. Murph... if you don't mind the libido issue the nkeep on rockin and then do PCT when you're done and by then.. your wife should be so deprived that you'll get some of the best sex she's ever given you!

[sphincter]

if you can find pct, then you can continue cycle if you dont mind extra fatigue and loss of libido. Not running test wont hurt you or make recovery any harder, thats a myth.

order your pct chems online I think AR-R carries what you'll need and as stated by Mr. Murph... if you don't mind the libido issue the nkeep on rockin and then do PCT when you're done and by then.. your wife should be so deprived that you'll get some of the best sex she's ever given you!

[neverenuff21]

Yeah if she doesnt leave you in the process!

[deltaguy]

if you can find pct, then you can continue cycle if you dont mind extra fatigue and loss of libido. Not running test wont hurt you or make recovery any harder, thats a myth.

how is that a myth?

[neverenuff21]

It wont make recovery any harded than with it. But it will make the actual cycle not only less effective and enjoyable!

[neverenuff21]

Both exo test and deca are both suppressive. The deca will have the same amount of suppressive characteristics with or without the test. If anything, the cycle will be "harder" to bounce back from with added test.

[deltaguy]

hmmmmm... seems counterintuitive to me.... a 100mg shot of deca will kill natural test for more than 3 months.... i have yet to see a study that shows a 100mg shot of test will do the same thing. although i do understand that exo test will suppress natural test. it is just proven that deca is much more suppressive. who in their right mind would walk around with limp dick when they don't have too. besides, taking hcg while on any cycle will help with keeping your boys plump and functioning near normal.. albiet not completely.... nevertheless, doesn't make any sense to me that deca without test will not be any different during recovery...

[deltaguy]

and **** it.... i don't want to test the theory... my gf die without my dick... lol