I've been on var 52mg/day for about 3 weeks now. During the past week or so my wife has commented at least 2-3 times that my dick is smaller (when flacid). I've felt that it was smaller too when taking showers. I'm on var only as far as steroids and begain taking tongkat ali 50x extract I capped up myself in 00 caps, about 10 or more per day.
Is there something I can do to address this? My wife doesn't know I'm on a cycle, she knows I 'take pills' but doesn't know I'm taking steroids. I"m easing her into that by having her see me reading this steroid board on my computer regularly and having convo's with her about steroids.
I also feel a little shut down that's why I started taking the tongkat ali. What else can I take to boost my natty test while on this cycle and would hcg at a low dose make any difference? I know var is mild so I'd only use a low dose, like 1/3 of what a typical user would inject.
I don't like that my dick is shrinking, I realize it's prob not permanent and its just when it's not hard but I'd still like to do something about it if possible. Plus I'd like to boost my natty test more while on this cycle.
Wasn't sure what forum to post this in. My cycle will be for 8-10 weeks with 4 weeks of nolva as PCT, at least that's the current plan. I'm open to enhancing it though.
Feedback greatly appreciated.