alright i haven't done a cycle in about 3 years and ive done two before and was very impressed with everything(some slightly shitty sides but all good). Ive got a good diet have been working out for about 6 years but about a year and a half ago a got into some things that weren't healthy to say the least. But i was able to finally get over it by myself and have been working out, eating right and all around been healthy and pretty much where i was before.
now here is the issue. it took me about six months after i got over things to be able to take a damn advil without thinking i was going to od. I can take it now and not freak out. But i want to do another cycle and i know it sounds stupid but hearing from everyone that its fine and its not going to instantly kill me when i take it will help. Let me reiterate this again... i know it sounds stupid but you cant od right?