Okay I have had ongoing problems with my neck off and on for the last few years. This last year I developed a debilitating pain from neck all the way down into left hand. I have never felt pain like that before. Dr put me on gabapentin a.k.a. neurontin. This medication has really screwed me up and I got really depressed for a while because of this medication. If I quit taking the meds pain comes right back. I met with a neurosurgeon and he recommends fusion of lower area c6&7 and disc replacement on the one above c5&6. I have put on some weight and have finally been able to do some cardio and eating right after tapering meds back a bit. Surgery is going to be month or two out depending on insurance approval time. I was thinking about doing a cycle after surgery once I am going through physical therapy to get the most out of my recovery. I am 45 and if I had to guess my body fat % is probably 20% right now. I was in pretty good shape before this and did a cycle of Dbol in my late 20's. I know that a cycle is not a miracle cure I am just trying to get the most out of my recovery since my job is very physical and I only have 5 years left before I can retire and find something less physical. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.