1st Cycle Help

[Td00]

Hey all, newbie here.

my stats:
1.8m - 5'905 ft
81kg - 178lbs
BMI: 10% aprox.
22yrs old

I want to use AAS for aestethic purposes. I also had a bad acne when i was younger and sometimes i still get some naturally and i'm losing some hair, so i'm afraid AAS won't serve my purpose, because i'm afraid i might end up bigger but bald :/

I need to gain more sustainable, lean mass, as little water retention and bloating as possible and reduce just a little bit of fat for working in the summer promoting stuff at the beach again (been doing it for 2 years, this pays my rent for 4 months, so its a big help for my budget), so i don't need more strength or getting bigger, just some lean good looking mass and secondary objective would be reducing BMI, but it's not that important.

I'm thinking on just 250mg Enan because i want 11lbs-15lbs of SUSTAINABLE gains (most important of all things for me!), and i don't want too much water retention. Perhaps Anavar would help too?

Other cycles i'm considering:

Will this cycle do the job?
1 – 10 Enan 500mg/wk
7 – 12 Winny 50mg ED
1 – 15 Nolvadex 10mg ED
1 – 15 L-dex .25mg ED

or this one?
1 – 10 Cyp 400mg/wk
8 – 13 Winny 50mg ED
1 – 15 Nolvadex 10mg ED
1 – 15 L-dex .25mg ED

(cycles taken from the newbie cycles thread)

If not, what would you recommend?

Help would be greatly appreciated.