18 Year Old Seeking Advice

[kdeezy]

My body is ****ed up. I am trying to get it back on track. Here is a short summary of my experience. Forgive me for being young, ignorant, and making bad decisions. That is all in the past. Please offer advice you may have. I've considered hcg and clomid or just considered waiting it out but this is frustrating.

Basically = superdrol/halodrol for 8 weeks -> reversitol -> letrozole for 1 year -> finasteride 4.5 months = NO SEX DRIVE AND DEPRESSION.

More detailed info:

16 years old (January-February 09): I see all my buddies getting ****ing jacked on some new supplement from Complete Nutrition. I want to try it. I walk in and they sell me 5 deca zol which is a mix of halodrol and superdrol.

This shit works!!! Ha. I like it so much I take it for 8 weeks rather than the recommended 4-6. By the 7th week I have no sex drive and my balls have shrunk. Finally I come off and I don't have enough money for a good PCT and decide not to ask my parents to help so I just take IForce Reversitol and hope it works.

April 09: My balls are beginning to get normal but what the hell I've got gyno. Bad!!! Its gettin worse by the day. I do some research.

July 09: I start taking letrozole for my gyno. I don't think I took the proper dose. Stopped taking two weeks later after noticing small improvements.

October 09: Start up letrozole again but this time I go .5 first day then 1 then 1.5 then 2 then 2.5 and stay at 2.5 noticing small improvements. However, I have zero sex drive and it is impossible to get hard. Stay on for a year in prayers that gyno will go away.

July 2010: Stop taking letro. Finally. Zero sex drive. Still have gyno. I got cortisone shots in my nipples which surprisingly did a good job in clearing up gyno. I got four in each nipple total, one every 3 months for the next three months.

November 2010: Sex drive is slowly but surely coming back, though not as fast as I'd like. At the same time I start taking finasteride (Propecia) for hair loss. Bad call.

April 2011: Gyno is gone after all the cortisone shots but sex drive is lost again and I can't get hard. I think this may be due to finasteride. Actually I'm pretty certain after doing research. My bloodwork shows on April 1 that my testosterone level is 569, significantly lower than normal for an 18 year old male. Stopped taking finasteride.

[grumpee]

Good Luck man. Bumping for a more experienced member

[mrniceguy215]

what did you take? from compltete nutrition? is i still availabe? is it a supplement?

and what are you trying to figure out?

[fattymcbutterpants]

I took stuff super young...basically my recommendation if you feel like your all messed up I would just downright stop taking anything. Just dont take anything for 3 months and keep working out and stuff and that should help. If you dont notice any difference whatsoever after that long then maybe look into something else

[fattymcbutterpants]

I am pretty sure there is a rebound when you come off Letro and not having estrogen will kill your sex drive. Just stop it all, you should be fine maybe lol

[kdeezy]

I've had decent sex drive lately, but I can't get hard!

[songdog]

Sounds like you need to see a doctor.Get some blood work done and get your test levels back if possable.You are youg you should bounce back.Just dont take no more sh1t.Good luck.

[j4ever41]

i would do as others have suggested dont take anything else including the finasteride and then give your body sometime, i would say at least 6 months to see how you feel,if still having problems go see a professional dont just start jumping on stuff and self medicating again.

[Honkey_Kong]

Songdog is right. All you're going to be doing now is ****ing yourself up even further. Tell your primary care physician that you want a recommendation for an endocrinologist.

[BG]

Man I couldnt imagine letro for that long. It kills my sex drive in less then a week. If you have insurance go see a doctor, MAKE SURE TO BE 100% HONEST !! He needs to know. If not you could run a four week pct. The only thing that helped get my sex drive back was hcg. This may cause your gyno to flare up again though. Definitely don't take anything else thats suppressive to your HTPA. You have your youth on your side, hopefully over some time your body will bounce back naturally.

[Necrosaro]

You need to get a proper PCT done and done as soon as possible. Do you have the money for it? Do you know what a proper PCT is?

[kdeezy]

I went to the endo two weeks ago for some blood work. My testosterone level was 569. Quite low for an 18 year old male.

And no, I am unfamiliar about PCT. All I know is letro ****ed me up. I used nolva for the last month with letro I forgot to put that in the original post.

I've heard hcg and/or clomid might help by researching other sites but that's why I decided to seek advice.

The doctor said my test levels were 'normal' and they were well within 'normal' range but low for an 18 year old.

I go back in a month and they will do more bloodwork.

[warlord_wang]

You deserve everything you get you little kids take this shit for a joke & don't expect your actions to have any consequences

[kdeezy]

^^^ totally irrelevant.

I went to the nutrition store as a 16 year old and asked what the best thing to take was. Little did I know that a "reputable" sales manager would sell me a steroid derivative at a nutrition store. I figured it was just some kind of cell volumizer or some shit.

[kdeezy]

Now thankfully I have learned to do my research before taking something new which is why I came here. I am only seeking advice. Flaming is uncalled for.

[warlord_wang]

You should of done that from the start man, Your putting foreign compounds in your body what caused harmful sides. You should of done the research before the damage was done. I see & hear 15-18 year olds taking prohormones & steroids a lot & they think its a big joke. Your messing with things what could affect you for the rest of your life

[kdeezy]

I agree. It is STUPID to take prohormones/steroids ESPECIALLY if you are under the age of 25. I will never do it again. I learned my lesson. Ignorance, as with myself, is the biggest problems. If kids knew they might end up like me they wouldn't **** with it.

[kdeezy]

I get sick of explaining to my girlfriend why I don't get hard like a normal guy does. What can I do in the short term to get my sex life back?

[Fetch]

Cialis will help. You can order it from AR-R at the top right banner, and be popping boners within the week. It's called Liquid Cia there... just make sure you don't take too high of a dose, or you will likely have a splitting headache. I use about .3 ml a day, and skip a day every couple of days or so. Cruises me right through.