My body is ****ed up. I am trying to get it back on track. Here is a short summary of my experience. Forgive me for being young, ignorant, and making bad decisions. That is all in the past. Please offer advice you may have. I've considered hcg and clomid or just considered waiting it out but this is frustrating.
Basically = superdrol/halodrol for 8 weeks -> reversitol -> letrozole for 1 year -> finasteride 4.5 months = NO SEX DRIVE AND DEPRESSION.
More detailed info:
16 years old (January-February 09): I see all my buddies getting ****ing jacked on some new supplement from Complete Nutrition. I want to try it. I walk in and they sell me 5 deca zol which is a mix of halodrol and superdrol.
This shit works!!! Ha. I like it so much I take it for 8 weeks rather than the recommended 4-6. By the 7th week I have no sex drive and my balls have shrunk. Finally I come off and I don't have enough money for a good PCT and decide not to ask my parents to help so I just take IForce Reversitol and hope it works.
April 09: My balls are beginning to get normal but what the hell I've got gyno. Bad!!! Its gettin worse by the day. I do some research.
July 09: I start taking letrozole for my gyno. I don't think I took the proper dose. Stopped taking two weeks later after noticing small improvements.
October 09: Start up letrozole again but this time I go .5 first day then 1 then 1.5 then 2 then 2.5 and stay at 2.5 noticing small improvements. However, I have zero sex drive and it is impossible to get hard. Stay on for a year in prayers that gyno will go away.
July 2010: Stop taking letro. Finally. Zero sex drive. Still have gyno. I got cortisone shots in my nipples which surprisingly did a good job in clearing up gyno. I got four in each nipple total, one every 3 months for the next three months.
November 2010: Sex drive is slowly but surely coming back, though not as fast as I'd like. At the same time I start taking finasteride (Propecia) for hair loss. Bad call.
April 2011: Gyno is gone after all the cortisone shots but sex drive is lost again and I can't get hard. I think this may be due to finasteride. Actually I'm pretty certain after doing research. My bloodwork shows on April 1 that my testosterone level is 569, significantly lower than normal for an 18 year old male. Stopped taking finasteride.