ok fella's please excuse my newbie attitude, first and foremost here are my stats: im 24 years old, 5'6" and 170lbs. i have been lifting for about 3 years always natrual (well besides the creatine and all those andro products....) i took a year off of lifting cause of a crazy girlfriend....now ex! thank GOD, and i wanna hit the gym again but i lost so much strenght and size that im intimidated to train hard and dont want to do those andro prodcuts anymore, i wanted to do a 1st time cyle to get pumped and back in the gym like i use to be. now my only problem is side effects and gennetics...all my older cousins and uncles juiced alot and all got bad side effects all got gyno tried everything to get rid of it until they ALL got the operation. now im concerned about getting gyno cause believe it or not when i was on 19 nor androII and anabolan i started getting gyno, i completly stopped and it mostly went away besides a small bit of fat around my nipples but not as much when i was on the andro cycle....i saw on the list that anavar is a great a.s. of choice, do you recomend that on a first cylce or just start with the test, i dont need to be a monster right away just want to get back in the mentality and feeling good quick . any suggestions are greatly appreciated.