I've 35 and have done 5 cycles now over the past 2 1/2 years. Before that I tried various pro hormones for 4 years, M1P, M1D, X-Tren, all without ever doing PCT since I never knew about that back then. I did do proper PCT when I did the 5 cycles I did over the last few years (Clomid/Nolva and HCG while on cycle). I never had my testosterone levels checked prior to any of this stuff. I wish I would have but never did; however, I just had them checked the other week since I've had a low sex drive ever since my last cycle of Test/Deca which ended in October 2011. In fact, I always have low sex drive after a cycle for many months and don't think I've ever really had a huge sex drive since I started with the pro hormones but this has been by far the worst. My prolactin levels are 8 on a scale of like 1-13 I believe. A little high probably from the Deca but not sure if that's still dragging my sex drive down or not. I'm not sure if I damaged my body's natural production back when I did pro hormones without PCT or perhaps it's been low even before then but regardless of how it happened my test levels are low now.
On a scale of 175-701 my test levels came back at 164. They want me to come back in and get the free test measured I believe. I'm not sure what they'll recommend if that's low too. Someone said a cream, gel, or injection. Then they said I'd get measured again and when my levels are higher they'd probably assume I'm good but since it's synthetic it's just like going on cycle and once the synthetic is gone I'm back in the same boat again.
My question is whether or not it's possible to make my body produce higher levels on it's own again or am I stuck around the low end of the range without steroids? I've read that the average healthy male is around 600-700 and wonder if that's true or not? Will I have to go on steroids forever? My endurance and strength are suffering right now so I'd love to cycle again but I don't know if I want to be on steroids forever ... but if that's how it needs to be I guess it is what it is ... curious if I'm destined to live the rest of my life pinning or not.
Just curious from anybody who's been through this and can give me a heads up of what to expect, etc.