I would like to start my first cycle EVER. I've only been natural before.
Here are my stats
age: 24
height: 184cm
weight: 85kg
bf%: somewhere between 15% and 20%
training exp.: 6 years
cycle exp.: nothing! only took some clomid before.
Now, my problem is, that I have what is called "gynoid obesity". Medical evidence shows that people like me (pear-shaped), while being somewhat less prone to cardiovascular issues, have way too much estrogen flying around and hyperplastic fat cells, rather than hypertrophic ones (they grow in number, rather than in volume), and fat is burned more difficulty.
An important study of UmeƄ University has shown that people like me ca benefit from having a boost in testosterone, that is why I have decided to make the big jump, correcting what mother nature has done wrong. Also, my personal trainer suggested them to me after seeing that sticking to his diet at 101% and completing exercises properly would not yield the wanted results. I think this needs a bit more of effort on my part.
so, I'd like to start, considering this. I did (and I am still doing) my research, but results are confusing as for every positive feedback, there are 2 people who claim that AAS will lead one to suicide, or inevitably to nightmarish outcomes, such as the Guardian article of May 18th, 2008, by Craig Davidson, the writer (I'm no expert, but I can already spot serious mistakes in what this guy did, starting from cycle duration -16 weeks? seriously?).
Matter is, I can't inject (yet), as I still live with my parents and they are, erm, somewhat over-bearing.
all considered, what would you recommend to me?