
Originally Posted by
emdoc111
Well, I mean, yea. But I also would only expect as much. Anytime someone hears my weight, it's generally the same responses. It's shitty knowing that I need a better diet before anything else, but it's also just a fact.
With that said, I'm also not trying to get huge. If I gained 20 pounds over the next YEAR, and only kept 10 of it after water loss, I'd be pretty ecstatic. And the reality is I could probably do that with protein, creatine, and a proper diet. However, it's the drive and the desire to stick with it, and keep pushing myself.
My main objective is to build some strength, put on a little bulk, and keep myself active in the gym. My biggest issue, however, is keeping myself motivated. Being a full-time student, as well as working full-time, makes it a little difficult to have that extra desire to get into the gym at midnight after having just worked a double with studying in between shifts. So, really, what I am most interested in is the extra drive to lift that steroids have given me in the past. However, I don't want to do so with blindfolders on, and I like having some idea of what I'm getting into, especially when it comes to putting stuff in my body.
Anyway, that turned into a long ass, unnecessary post. Still, I'd rather be honest and let you know why I'm here.
So, the shortened version is that I am aware I need a proper diet, which is something I am 100% willing and able to do, but I want to cycle onto some gear to help satisfy that need to get more motivation.