Hi Everyone, I just wanted to post my story here in case anyone was in my situation and had some experience with this or advice. I have been a long time reader of this forum this is my first time posting. I am not your typical AAS user on this forum. My stats are 5’7, 232 lbs, 29 years and 30 or so % body fat. I have been through a number of debilitating injuries in the past 6 yrs, which lead me to those current stats. At 23 years I was 180 lbs and 11% body fat, natural. Training was my life. I had been in the gym with my dad on and off since I was 12, steady since 19. I have recently been diagnosed with Ehlers Danlos syndrome, which is essentially a collagen mutation in my DNA. Dr.s say there is no treatment. It makes my joints loose, elastic and weak, leading to stretchy skin and frequent dislocations/tears/tendonitis in my joints. At 23 I was diagnosed with frozen shoulder and could not move my right arm for 2 years. Yeah, SUCKED! Couldn’t even drink a cup of coffee with it. Anyone who has had that can testify to the agonizing pain. Long story short I started to heal 1 month before my surgery date, which was good, as I think everyone can agree surgery is always a last resort. One month after I recovered, I twisted wrong while at work and herniated 3 discs in my back and was doped up on percocets, unable to walk for months. I have just recently recovered fully from this. But the past years have been very hard. I was up to 250 lbs at one point when I was unable to move. 5’7 and 250 lbs, I have been depressed for years. I have tried everything to get back into training to no avail. Either my knees, shoulders or back flare up and I have to take it easy for at least a few weeks. Not conducive to getting back into shape. Unable to accept that there is no treatment and my training life was over, I started searching for alternative methods and came across studies on collagen synthesis and many different AAS. Im already a big dude for my size and put muscle on very easily so I started looking at Oxandrolone studies, as it doesn’t add much to muscle mass. Intrigued, I asked the Dr. He looked it up, thought it was interesting but was unable to prescribe it as it is illegal where I live. He said once again that there is no treatment and the only thing I can do is to be in extremely good shape so my muscles are strong enough to compensate for the weak tendons. That was fine with me but after being on the couch for six years, I couldn’t get my muscles to that strength without injury. But I knew of a source for AAS though so I asked to get some and use myself as a guinea pig. As far as fitness goes I have nothing to lose is what I was thinking. I have three kids and I can’t even play catch without injuring my shoulder. I was well aware of the idea of test as a base but like I said, I build muscle too easily and being 232 at 5’7, I’m already too big for my height. And I’d also rather not have family (other than my wife, who supports me) know I’m testing random drugs on myself. I have also read that test will dramatically reduce collagen synthesis, kind of counter productive to what I am trying to achieve here. So I am in my second week at 50mg var ED. I have to say that I have not had workouts like this since before my string of injuries. I feel great. No pain, incredible pumps. I know the gains are not necessarily permanent but I just need to retain some tightness and strength. Only problem is that I am having to use Ephedrine/Caffeine to have any energy to train. Shortly after I dose in the morning, and afternoon, I crash hard. My diet is clean and on point, so I am attributing this possibly to the fact that I am not running test and my natural levels have dropped dramatically. Nevertheless, I have been plugging away 5 days this week, 6 days last and am down to 224 lbs and muscle mass is already building. So far so good. But I do have some test prop coming as well with some Nolvadex in case this energy situation worsens. Any recommendations on how to run this stuff for my current situation? Thanks to everyone who took the time to read this, I know it’s long but wanted to give the most info I could. I doubt anyone here has ehlers danlos, as its very rare, but any guidance or suggestions based on your expertise of AAS would be greatly appreciated.