Hey guys,
quick run down 18 months ago i was 420 pounds, had a number of issues a few mental issues that go me hospitalized and diagnosed with depression, mood swings .. after seeing specialist and such a number of changes where done to my life and weight loss was on top with a diagnosis of Low T.. Sorry i don't have the numbers i should have however my first appointment i was told my levels should be between 300-1000, was told being a 35 year old with three kids that ideally my levels should be in the 500 range but my levels where below it.. And i was started on Adrogel, after 2 months on it a followup was done and my blood work showed no improvement the doctor went to increase my dose and i shared a concern of the gel having three little girls under 5 who are always all over daddy.. so he put me on a transdermal patch, 3 months on that and we still had no success.. At this point i asked him what my level was and he said i was at 225.. and put me onto a 40mg tablet daily, due to my weight loss diet and other health issues Liver and kidneys, i was pulled off the oral medications just over a month into them and then put on to a 100mg/ml dose of test monthly. 3 months went by and the levels again showed no improvement, the dose was increased to 100mg/ml every two weeks.. 2 months went by and i called the doc and said that i was feeling kind of up and downs.. seems like i would get my shot three days later i would feel different for a couple of days then crash.. more blood work and my dose was raised to 100mg/ml weekly, and a couple of months later we are now where i am.. Currently 18 months later I am down to 290 pounds on 200MG/ML dose of test weekly, issues I am having is at my last appointment my levels where up to 280, he said some improvement but not with in range, suggested that i was pretty much on the max dose i could be on and that losing more weight, reducing my insulin needs, and other medications would increase my absorption and help me, this was 6 weeks ago and i dont see him now for another 5 months unless i have issues..
4 weeks ago having friends who do alot of weight training and a couple who are retired body builders suggested that the dose i was on clearly was not enough that 200mg/ml should bring my levels up and to try a larger dose, or take two doses over the week to prevent my spikes.. Ideally my routine is take the shot monday, come wed/thursday i feel a little different.. more energy not crazy amounts but just feel different.. then by friday/saturday i feel like crap.. So 4 weeks ago being i had a few extra vials around from the changes in doses and stuff.. I changed things up.. took my first dose on monday, then a second dose on thursday.. and have been doing that for the last 4 weeks.. ideally taking a shot every 4 days.. 4 weeks later i feel good.. I am at the gym now 4-5 times a week instead of my struggling 2-3 times.. and dropped 20 pounds but my wife has made comments about "muscle" now im not taking enough to see crazy gains, and im sure just the fact of losing 20 pounds and at the gym almost 50% more is whats helping that but maybe my levels are finally coming up.
My questions are one.. How do i go to my doc and say gee i went against abused my prescription clearly its working can i have more! two is what i am doing okay? am i harming anything??
The one thing i should note is 9 days ago i had sore breast, mentioned it to my buddy, who suggested it was a side effect of increased estrogen and gave me 4 20MG tablets of "Tamox" said to take one per day and by day 4 my breast pain was gone and felt less firm.. so not sure what happened there.
Sorry for sounding totally dumb guys, i truly am at this..
regards,
Michael