12-15 weeks deep first cycle advice

[Thesilverfox88]

New member, I've been reading up for a couple weeks now just need some educational advice...

Started first cycle at 152ibs - 5'6" - 27yrs
Currently 172ibs

I have no idea my exact starting date but from pictures taken, I'm roughly 12-15 weeks in.

Ran 2 bottles of test E to start, 300mg every 3 days.

3rd bottle of test E added tren E into the mix, gradually worked my way up to 900mg tren E 1200mg test E per week. (I know this is stupid and excessive but received no bad sides except for heartburn)
I ran this hard for about 4 weeks substituting only test with either sus or cyp (my source wasent consistent).

There's a two week gap at the end where I ran out of tren and Had to ration my test to 450 mg per week.

Now I just started tren ace 100mg and Sus 250mg EOD and 400mg deca(weekly). I'm on my second week with no bad reactions to the lapse in tren or the introduction to deca.

I run pami at .25 ED At night and I have not shutdown. No lumps behind nipples either but I have not been able to get ahold of an AI.

Sorry for the confusing timeline

[The Deadlifting Dog]

sorry to tell you but...
stop everything but test for two more weeks.
then stop the test.
then wait two weeks.
then run a PCT.
then cross your fingers.

[Mr. Small]

Kamikaze cycle dude

[Thesilverfox88]

sorry to tell you but...
stop everything but test for two more weeks.
then stop the test.
then wait two weeks.
then run a PCT.
then cross your fingers.

Am I doing more damage then good ?

[Back In Black]

Am I doing more damage then good ?

So much more.

And not shut down? You are so very shut down I'm afraid.

Have you been running HCG? Or an AI?

Do you have your nolva and Clomid for PCT?

[Thesilverfox88]

So much more.

And not shut down? You are so very shut down I'm afraid.

Have you been running HCG? Or an AI?

Do you have your nolva and Clomid for PCT?

Just the pami... should I be able to get hcg and AI's through my source or a pharmacy?

[Thesilverfox88]

So much more.

And not shut down? You are so very shut down I'm afraid.

Have you been running HCG? Or an AI?

Do you have your nolva and Clomid for PCT?

What's the worse case scenario right now? My body won't produce natural test at the right levels when I come off?

[Thesilverfox88]

So much more.

And not shut down? You are so very shut down I'm afraid.

Have you been running HCG? Or an AI?

Do you have your nolva and Clomid for PCT?

And yes as much nolva as needed (sorry for so many replys)

[Back In Black]

What's the worse case scenario right now? My body won't produce natural test at the right levels when I come off?

Yes. Which leads to other long term problems.

And yes as much nolva as needed (sorry for so many replys)

As recommended above run test only (500mg pw max) for the next 2 weeks. Then, 2 weeks after your last pin run your PCT as follows

Clomid 75/50/50/50
Nolva 40/20/20/20/20/20

If you haven't been running HCG get some asap and run it 250ius x 2 per week until 3 days before start of PCT.

Why oh why didn't you seek advice BEFORE you started this?

[kelkel]

Seriously listen to the guys above. It's the worst cycle I've seen in a long time here. Whoever advised you this was ok should be kicked directly in the nuts. Hard. Repetitively.

[charger69]

Wow. That makes me ill just trying to imagine what you have done to your body. I hope that you can bounce back.
Mr Small named the cycle properly.... Kamikaze

[songdog]

I agree with Kel this cycle is the pits and listen to the advice given.