I started working out around 13, it was my first love and have been lifiting for awhile. About a year ago I did something wrong and wound up with 3 bulging discs in my neck, after a year of physical therapy I am finally able to lift again. As you can imagine I have lost significant muscle and put on a decent amount of fat (about 200 lbs 20%bf). I have read about the dangers of steroid use at this age and what I have read has sufficiently scared the shit out of me. But with sustanon not being as harmful as other steroids how terrible would one cycle at this age be? Im young, love lifitng just for the sake of lifting but of course love the benefits of looking good that come along with. With that being said last summer I was absoultely fucking miserable not being able to lift and with this summer only 4 months out I see this as being the only option to be back to where I was and feel I would grow even faster due to muscle memory coming back. Please tell me if I cycle properly and use a PCT at the end could I use sus ONE TIME without harm? Thanks in advance for the feedback, I feel as if the answer is going to be "no" and one hundred percent agree that a summer of looking good is not worth a lifetime of problems, but would love to hear from experienced users.