It was my first time. I'm the pickiest **** person in the world, and most of the time they don't get the time of day if they just aren't smoking. But I was trashed, just ended a 2 year on and off relationship for good and like I said, I was just gone. Enough justifications here, I just want some reassurances that what I did happens to the best of us. I just hope no one saw me leave with her. And I'm on clomid, so be nice.