
Originally Posted by
tryingtogetbig
In my opinion, if you truly want to get better....go see your doctor, follow his advice, and then get some therapy of some kind. No flame, but you show all the signs of an addiction.
You really seem to care about your health and appearance, we can all relate to that. But, in my opinion, you are getting close to a point where the addiction will outweigh your desire of maintaining a healthy body. Not a sign of weakness or anything of that nature...just something that happened, and you need some kind of help bro. You are going to end up killing yourself if you continue on this road.
I'm really glad that you have decided to start researching what all you have been putting into your body over the last 8 months. Get off the gear. Get back to "normal"...those were your words. And research more before starting back up bro.
Good luck, good health.
peace,
ttgb