dont laugh.... stay with me on this....

** i dont believe in physical roid rage at all **

im a really mellow person normally even when off my rocker on juice but just lately iv had reallly nasty ideas to get revenge on someone and its not like me, im more make love not war .

iv had 2 deaths (one was murder) and a massive head **** with loosing my job and my girl cheating on me in the last month

i havnt vented my anger in anyway except for the ideas in my head, im not a loon or anything and i doubt people here will agree with my "theory"

anyone else ever heard or experienced anything so ridiculous as what iv put.

no doubt ill get flamed and slagged off but honestly bro's its just a thought