Ive been on this website for about a year, and have conciderd steroids for atleast 3 years now. Ive gone on all the bulking diets , worked my ass off in the gym, and took the natty route untill now, But.....
Whenever im bulking i have that extra unwanted fat on me, when ever im cutting i feel like to get shredded i have to lose alot of my size, and i feel really small, this is bullshit i train my ass off and never have the look iwant becuae im constantly bulking or cutting. HAve i gained size over the years, of course about 15 pounds, and i look much thicker then i did when i started, Im only 21, but feel that im ready to take that final leap into looking how i want, many say 21 is to young, but WTF man am i gonna wait till im 30, and be out of my "youth", im just fed up when i know in 3 months i can look amazing, and be where i wanna be, ive done my research, n took all th eproper steps, also im 6'1 1/2 i mean im not growing nemore, im kinda just ranting here, but wondering on what people opinions r on my age, cause my training experince and motivation to keep on the weight is there
