Test, I have seen some of your pictures, and it don't look like you have done 2 cycles of Deca/Test. I mean except for the pretty big Caps you look like I did at 21 without juice. I think these guys know alot and when you are 19 you have a certain way of thinking no matter what others tell you. You might think you own the world and nothing can happen to you, but it can, and it will. I would do the shorter one suggested, there is a certain limit of how much you can grow anyway with one cycle. The risk of you not wanting to train anymore when you are 22 is huge if you take all that shit now. There will be no good cycle to satisfy you, and the disaster is a fact. You should still think it's fun to train natty, and it may not with all that stuff.
I don't want to run you down or anything, I have seen alot of your threads and you know alot of shit and I am impressed. I just think you want very much very fast, and I think you may lack alot in diet and such. I have seen alot of people come and go in the gym over the years, and it's always the juicers that dissapear after a while, maybe they don't like training without juice. The bigger the cycle I might guess, the harder to train natty after.
You could probably just run another Test/deca or EQ and get very good results again, why fix it if it's not broken? Then when you notice it doesn't do it anymore, then add and change.
I don't know much about this yet, but I have common sense and I use my brain to give advice anyway, not on compounds but other advice.
You did nice on your legs by the way
