I hear ya bro...I do.
I started when I was about 17 or so...didnt start gear till I was 31 or so ...only done 2 cycles so far and I wonder what i've done..i dunno.
either way, I say this cause when I was young I knew that this was for the long haul...i'll never stop workin out...either will you. I just hope the one thing that you love isn't taken away from the one thing that you think you may need to help you on your journey..cause thats what it is.
I say this mass, cause to be quite honest with you, I care. I care and don't wanna see ya get all fukked up.
yah know...i bust yer ass all the time..and bust on it.....

but, its cause you remind me of a younger me, and I just want to help. I wish I had someone lookin out for me back then....I woulda been a shitload better off. I was too hardheaded to listen
Fuk, I really shoulda.
you'll see as you get older man....you'll see.
and Tai.....im actually fat in that avie compared to now......miss you baby....BIG TAIME!!
and Muntzer may have died yes from a diruetic but had a shitload of gh and juice in him at all times...enough to liquify quite a few bb's organs...he had multliple organ failure.
sad....that guy was awesome....but what a price?....crazy.