I slit my wrists yesterday

**bor** · 02-10-2006, 07:46 AM

Yup.

Downed a bottle of ambien, drank a bottle of wine, had a smoke, and went on with it...

Slit one hand first, then the other, I made like 30 cuts.

And just dozed off...

Thankfully, my mother found my stupid a$$ just in time, called my friend who's a neghbour and they rushed me to the hospital.

I guess it all just piled up, I'm on a break with that girl I was telling you about, I had loads of sh!t with my fathers will and it all just came back...

I'm feeling better today though, and I'm glad it didn't work out like I planned.

Good to be alive, I would've missed you all

**marcus300** · 02-10-2006, 07:48 AM

why would you do that? is it that bad?

**chest6** · 02-10-2006, 07:51 AM

Whoa man. Nothing is ever that bad. I have lost 2 close friends and one family member to suicide...you have no idea how badly it hurts people that love you.

**Logan13** · 02-10-2006, 07:52 AM

Originally Posted by bor

Yup.

Downed a bottle of ambien, drank a bottle of wine, had a smoke, and went on with it...

Slit one hand first, then the other, I made like 30 cuts.

And just dozed off...

Thankfully, my mother found my stupid a$$ just in time, called my friend who's a neghbour and they rushed me to the hospital.

I guess it all just piled up, I'm on a break with that girl I was telling you about, I had loads of sh!t with my fathers will and it all just came back...

I'm feeling better today though, and I'm glad it didn't work out like I planned.

Good to be alive, I would've missed you all

What are we supposed to say about this? If you really wanted to kill yourself, you would have put a gun in your mouth, slitting your wrists is just dramatic. This is a cry for attention, man-up and deal with life my friend. Best of luck.

**Booz** · 02-10-2006, 07:54 AM

gotta go with chest on this mate!!nothing should ever get that bad that you would want to commit suicide!!i have read your prev posts about things mate,things will get better,suicide is not the way mate its just a way out!!
you have to be better than that!!
we are here for you,you have to promise yourself NOT to go that way!!

**Kale** · 02-10-2006, 07:54 AM

Mate I lost me three year old daughter to cancer and I would never do something like that. Think about what that would do to the rest of your family for christ sake !!!!

**TheMudMan** · 02-10-2006, 07:58 AM

No girl or problems is worth your life. There's always light at the end of the tunnel...... it might take awhile to get to it but you eventually will.

Here in the US they would have locked you up in a mental institution which I think is the right thing to do.......... you need some help because if this was just a cry for attention or something more there are people and meds that can and will help you. No shame in that either.

**NotSmall** · 02-10-2006, 07:59 AM

Originally Posted by chest6

you have no idea how badly it hurts people that love you.

Exactly, don't wanna come off as as unsympathetic but I think it is a selfish act. My brother has tried it twice with pills, the second time I had to physically drag him to the bathroom and force him to drink a nice warm pint of salty water - that soon had him spewing his ring!
It gave me a horrible mix of emotions - so sad that he feels so bad, completely helpless as I felt incapable of improving his state of mind and at the same time so angry that I wanted to kick his ass.

**bor** · 02-10-2006, 07:59 AM

Originally Posted by Logan13

What are we supposed to say about this? If you really wanted to kill yourself, you would have put a gun in your mouth, slitting your wrists is just dramatic. This is a cry for attention, man-up and deal with life my friend. Best of luck.

**** you.

I don't own a gun and I don't how to handle one.

Best of luck.

**TheMudMan** · 02-10-2006, 08:01 AM

Originally Posted by Kale

Mate I lost me three year old daughter to cancer and I would never do something like that. Think about what that would do to the rest of your family for christ sake !!!!

Wow......... That would be VERY hard to deal with. Sorry to hear that. You are right though there are other people in our lives and what we do will effect them all.

**bor** · 02-10-2006, 08:01 AM

Originally Posted by booz

you have to promise yourself NOT to go that way!!

I believe I stayed alive for a reason, and I promised myself just that...

**SwoleCat** · 02-10-2006, 08:01 AM

Originally Posted by Logan13

What are we supposed to say about this? If you really wanted to kill yourself, you would have put a gun in your mouth, slitting your wrists is just dramatic. This is a cry for attention, man-up and deal with life my friend. Best of luck.

I agree.

Not to be a heartless SOB, but you really should think of those AROUND YOU that you hurt. When you kill yourself, you don't hurt YOU, you hurt OTHERS.

SELFISH ACT.

~SC~

**heavyrotation92** · 02-10-2006, 08:08 AM

lets be a little more sensitive about this shall we?

sorry to hear it man. but some of the people here are right, NO girl, none at all are worth you going to that extreme. i think a lot of us here can agree, if one aint doin it for ya, get a new one!

suicide is giving up, take all of that regression and put it in the gym, get some endorphins goin

**WEBB** · 02-10-2006, 08:21 AM

i might seem heartless for saying this but, if your selfish enough to kill yourself then you really dont cars about the people around you, you are only thinking about yourself. you need help, and instead of asking for it you did this as a cry out for some attention. people that actually want to do it use something that leaves no room for error or rescue, like shooting themselves. where others that are just to selfish to get help and are looking for attention use pills or slit thier wrists. i know this seem heartless but you need help so go get it dont hurt others around you cause this is easier.

**Phreak101** · 02-10-2006, 08:27 AM

Agreed on this topic as well. I have had two friends commit suicide, and the pain they inflict on their loved ones around them who they take for granted is exponentially worse than any pain an ex g/f or bad times in life may have caused...

You need to seek professional help bro! Good luck!

Edit: Dude you're 24??!! I bet some guys on here would shoot their dog to be 24 again! Cmon man!

**Maraxus** · 02-10-2006, 08:32 AM

suicide does nothing but hurt the ones that loves you. think about your mom, how would she feel if she found you in a pool of your own blood dead. mothers worst nightmare, a very selfish act. Im sure you have many problems on your plate right now but nothing is worth taking your own life. I suggest going to a therapist, they can really help you. Youre obviously in a time of need and I hope you can get that. Are you currently on any Anti-depressants?

**GQ-Bouncer** · 02-10-2006, 08:32 AM

Originally Posted by Phreak101

Edit: Dude you're 24??!! I bet some guys on here would shoot their dog to be 24 again! Cmon man!

yah, i would kill my 2 cats, 2 dogs, brothers, sister-in-law.. all the in-laws, and my parents just to be 24 again!!!...

but i'm only 21

**GQ-Bouncer** · 02-10-2006, 08:35 AM

The key to getting through this Bor is simple..

Find a homeless man, pretend to give him change and then... WHAP! - beat the fvckin SHIT outta him, like seriously, let that little ****in drain-on-society get it! and then call the police and have him arrested.. for "attacking you" ..

... see this way, any problem you ever have in life you can think "god dam.. i'd ****in hate to be that homeless guy"

**TheMudMan** · 02-10-2006, 08:37 AM

Originally Posted by GQ-Bouncer

The key to getting through this Bor is simple..

Find a homeless man, pretend to give him change and then... WHAP! - beat the fvckin SHIT outta him, like seriously, let that little ****in drain-on-society get it! and then call the police and have him arrested.. for "attacking you" ..

Also, look into becoming a Bouncer at your local nightclub

I hope you're kdding........ some homeless people are homless because they have problems be it mental, drug, or alcohol.

**SwoleCat** · 02-10-2006, 08:40 AM

Originally Posted by GQ-Bouncer

The key to getting through this Bor is simple..

Find a homeless man, pretend to give him change and then... WHAP! - beat the fvckin SHIT outta him, like seriously, let that little ****in drain-on-society get it! and then call the police and have him arrested.. for "attacking you" ..

Also, look into becoming a Bouncer at your local nightclub

... see this way, any problem you ever have in life you can think "god dam.. i'd ****in hate to be that homeless guy"

~SC~

**Teabagger** · 02-10-2006, 08:41 AM

WTF! Dude you don't have the right to do what you attempted. I have lost friends to suicide as well and everyone is right...it keeps on hurting. You feel like shit, hopless, nothing to live for, but you're wrong. There a many more people that care about you than you know. You have touched peoples lives in positive ways you have no idea about.

Life is good...even at it's darkest it is much better than the alternative. If you are a believer in the Christian afterlife, then you will screw yourself as well. Suicide is not the way to Heaven...think about that.

And lastly, I agree with others here...man up, get professional help, meds, whatever is needed to clear this fog from your head and enjoy life. You are soooo young...I would give 1 nut, and suck c^ock to be 24 again.

Live on dude!!!

**Kale** · 02-10-2006, 08:42 AM

Originally Posted by GQ-Bouncer

The key to getting through this Bor is simple..

Find a homeless man, pretend to give him change and then... WHAP! - beat the fvckin SHIT outta him, like seriously, let that little ****in drain-on-society get it! and then call the police and have him arrested.. for "attacking you" ..

Also, look into becoming a Bouncer at your local nightclub

... see this way, any problem you ever have in life you can think "god dam.. i'd ****in hate to be that homeless guy"

I think you and him need to make an appointment with the same therapist

**Iron_Head_101** · 02-10-2006, 08:43 AM

Keep your head up Bor, life is something we should be thankful for having. There's many people out there that never had the chance to live there's to the fullest.

**Iron_Head_101** · 02-10-2006, 08:45 AM

On another note, girls are like bus stops, if you miss one there's always another one coming by every 30 minutes.

**RuhlFreak55** · 02-10-2006, 08:47 AM

it's never that bad dude........it'll get better.....just keep on keepin on

**Pinnacle** · 02-10-2006, 08:56 AM

Originally Posted by GQ-Bouncer

The key to getting through this Bor is simple..

Find a homeless man, pretend to give him change and then... WHAP! - beat the fvckin SHIT outta him, like seriously, let that little ****in drain-on-society get it! and then call the police and have him arrested.. for "attacking you" ..

... see this way, any problem you ever have in life you can think "god dam.. i'd ****in hate to be that homeless guy"

Hmmmmm....how about we all just beat the shit out of you instead?Just once I'd like to reach beyond my comp screen..JUST ONCE!!!

**heavyrotation92** · 02-10-2006, 08:56 AM

Originally Posted by RuhlFreak55

it's never that bad dude........it'll get better.....just keep on keepin on

-hr-

**MatrixGuy** · 02-10-2006, 09:00 AM

Bor,

I know how you feel bro. I myself have gone through with suicidal "threats". It is definately a cry out for help. I think you definately shouldn't of hit the alcohol, as i have found it makes things about 1000 times worse. Stay away from that, get back in the gym and try and get back to normal. I know it's hard but everyone would miss you, including us. What's happening with the girl?

***system admin*** · 02-10-2006, 09:08 AM

This is pretty serious. I would talk to some doctors and get yourself off of steroids if you are. If your emotions become sensitive due to estrogen/test levels... it may intisify your feeling. Then, we will hear about how steroids killed another young man. Im sorry that you felt so badly that you attemped this bro. Seek help. Nothing is worth taking your life and ruining the lives of your loved ones.

Best of luck bro. Please get help.

Bc

**Mizfit** · 02-10-2006, 09:13 AM

go see a doctor- someone to talk to ASAP. you got a lot going on i side your head..

**NotSmall** · 02-10-2006, 09:32 AM

Originally Posted by GQ-Bouncer

The key to getting through this Bor is simple..

Find a homeless man, pretend to give him change and then... WHAP! - beat the fvckin SHIT outta him, like seriously, let that little ****in drain-on-society get it! and then call the police and have him arrested.. for "attacking you" ..

... see this way, any problem you ever have in life you can think "god dam.. i'd ****in hate to be that homeless guy"

This is one of the dumbest fucking posts I have ever read.

**Lavinco** · 02-10-2006, 09:53 AM

Even you mentioning that you attempted suicide here with us is another cry for help.

We all feel for you bor! We have all had down times in our life.

Like everyone is saying here, no woman is worth killing yourself over.
It sounds like she is leaving you and you don't want her to. Depending on what trauma you experienced as a child, you may have unknowingly developed what called “Separation Anxiety Disorder" http://www.google.com/search?=en&q=s...xiety+disorder

Whatever part of life is bothering you, force yourself to move on. Get guidance from a counselor, someone you can really trust and if you have any faith in God, start praying and ask for help.

Hang in there! C'mon man think about it!

**manc** · 02-10-2006, 11:20 AM

Originally Posted by GQ-Bouncer

The key to getting through this Bor is simple..

Find a homeless man, pretend to give him change and then... WHAP! - beat the fvckin SHIT outta him, like seriously, let that little ****in drain-on-society get it! and then call the police and have him arrested.. for "attacking you" ..

... see this way, any problem you ever have in life you can think "god dam.. i'd ****in hate to be that homeless guy"

**QuieTSToRM33** · 02-10-2006, 11:21 AM

Shake it off bro ........ and keep on trucking

**Bigen12** · 02-10-2006, 11:37 AM

A friend of mine's brother committed suicide a couple of months ago.

With his two children, 6 and 4 asleep in the house, he and his wife were fighting, he chocked her to death, then put a shotgun in his mouth and blew his head off. He left his two kids to find him. The oldest, a boy woke up with the sound of the shotgun, and found his dad dead, then his mother dead. He then woke up his sister and took her to a neighbors house, but not before she saw both of her parents dead.

If you're going to take the cowards way out, at least do it in a way that you don't make it any harder on your family.

**taiboxa** · 02-10-2006, 11:38 AM

i know suicide is no joke.. but ur on a STEROID FORUM.. if ur going to go out.. DO IT RIGHT something like this

500mg Prop ED
900mg TestE ED
600mg Tren ED
150mg HALO ED!
NOW UR TALKING !!!
oh dont forget ur provirone!

**Logan13** · 02-10-2006, 11:50 AM

Originally Posted by Teabagger

WTF! Dude you don't have the right to do what you attempted. I have lost friends to suicide as well and everyone is right...it keeps on hurting. You feel like shit, hopless, nothing to live for, but you're wrong. There a many more people that care about you than you know. You have touched peoples lives in positive ways you have no idea about.

Life is good...even at it's darkest it is much better than the alternative. If you are a believer in the Christian afterlife, then you will screw yourself as well. Suicide is not the way to Heaven...think about that.

And lastly, I agree with others here...man up, get professional help, meds, whatever is needed to clear this fog from your head and enjoy life. You are soooo young...I would give 1 nut, and suck c^ock to be 24 again.

I have the map to the fountain of youth, PAY UP!

**almostgone** · 02-10-2006, 12:04 PM

Originally Posted by Pinnacle

Hmmmmm....how about we all just beat the shit out of you instead?Just once I'd like to reach beyond my comp screen..JUST ONCE!!!

**Booz** · 02-10-2006, 12:07 PM

Originally Posted by GQ-Bouncer

The key to getting through this Bor is simple..

Find a homeless man, pretend to give him change and then... WHAP! - beat the fvckin SHIT outta him, like seriously, let that little ****in drain-on-society get it! and then call the police and have him arrested.. for "attacking you" ..

... see this way, any problem you ever have in life you can think "god dam.. i'd ****in hate to be that homeless guy"

you have come out with some idiotic posts in the past mate but you gotta be kiddin right???

**MatrixGuy** · 02-10-2006, 12:17 PM

Originally Posted by Bigen12

A friend of mine's brother committed suicide a couple of months ago.

With his two children, 6 and 4 asleep in the house, he and his wife were fighting, he chocked her to death, then put a shotgun in his mouth and blew his head off. He left his two kids to find him. The oldest, a boy woke up with the sound of the shotgun, and found his dad dead, then his mother dead. He then woke up his sister and took her to a neighbors house, but not before she saw both of her parents dead.

If you're going to take the cowards way out, at least do it in a way that you don't make it any harder on your family.

Thats bloody awful.

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