depression with flucuating doses?

[lucabratzi]

need some advice on this one...my experience so far:in the beginnin of my cycle i was takin 500mg/wk...in the beginnin i would feel depressed/alone all that shit, figured maybe its my body gettin used to the extra hormone..i upped the dosage for reasons about 1.5-2 weeks ago. now im feelin the same again, once my t levels were stable at 500mg i was fine, but now i am feelin like shit again..what do u guys think..is it possible it just from fluctuating doses...off to the gym now...

[taiboxa]

my mood is way more jacked when i run prop EoD than ED so meh ..

[lucabratzi]

my mood is way more jacked when i run prop EoD than ED so meh ..

yeah when i was runnin prop. i was the same....ed was better...bump for more opinions...

[D7M]

what are you runnign now lucabratzi?

I'm running prop eod currently, feel fine, but hit some depression early on (tough to tell, tho, cuz there was a lot of other shlt in my life at the time, too)

[lucabratzi]

what are you runnign now lucabratzi?

I'm running prop eod currently, feel fine, but hit some depression early on (tough to tell, tho, cuz there was a lot of other shlt in my life at the time, too)

in the beggining it was frontload with prop. and test. e 500mg...like u said i had shit goin on in my life also..but it effected me alot more then it usually would...

[Rickson]

Certainly any time you have major hormone swings you will have emotional changes. For some people it is depression for others it may be outburst of anger. If you have ever lived with a woman you know how much hormones play a role in human emotions.

[lucabratzi]

Certainly any time you have major hormone swings you will have emotional changes. For some people it is depression for others it may be outburst of anger. If you have ever lived with a woman you know how much hormones play a role in human emotions.

word..it just makes me not wanna cycle again....i prob wont for a while, which i think will be better...i need to learn to be satisfied for were im at...i've busted serious ass this past year and put on almost 50lbs..its really sad cause im still not happy about my gains. im 20 6'2 250+lbs at around 13%...not tryin to brag but i think im in better shape then most people my age.... im goin to cut after this cycle and just take it easy...meaning not forcing myself to eat to gain weight..go out and drink more...the past 3 school terms i've drinkin maby 10 times, and that high ballin it...i live in south florida, go out to clubs and bars and stay sober...i need to enjoy the "college experiance more" sorry off on a rant...but in any case i will always lift weights and live this lifestlye, but after this cycle im goin to take it easy and stop stressin shit...